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Repeated administration of DMT

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OomRa

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Okay so it's been 4 or 5 months since my last DMT experience.My past experiences with DMT have been, well pretty neutral.The experience,post peak of coarse,has never been too much like a good mushroom trip is.What I mean is the post mushroom affects me for weeks after if I've taken enough.The many many experiences with DMT haven't ended in me regressing to some sort of infantile primal fear.
This night I decided to try a combination of about a three grams of some degraded,collection only P.Cyanescens gathered the previous season and some DMT the color of dried mustard and the consistency of a fresh crayon.I find heavy cannabis cunsonption is a must,for me anyways,as a anxiety reducer and for the way smoking makes me feel human in thralls of a mushroom ordeal.Cannabis ready,water,books and writing utensils at bedside:I ingest the mushrooms with a little water.
I plan to smoke the DMT at the peak of the hailstorm.The usual signs of a low dose reveal themselves a little past the 30 minuete mark.Butterfly's give way to anxiety and finally a feeling of being lighter than usual.At the peak,in a pitch black bedroom,a blur of dreamlike almost visuals flash behind my eyelids with the occasional feeling of weightlessness.
I end up as usual vulnerable,eyes red from tears and emotionally fragile.overall the experience was good even though I was expecting a high dose.I decide to just sit,with the light on now,and just absorb relax and smoke.Relaxed withe a nice afterbuzz my attention turns to the thought of maybe smoking the DMT.Immediately my heart is racing again,as is the case when I know I might be taking a psychedelic.I decide to go ahead and prepare for ingestion.
Water,I always think "shit if I don't come back I wanna be well hydrated".I didn't plan on repeated administration it's just after coming back the anxiety for me is mostly gone.I didn't get the usual peak of complete immersion in visual craziness,what I did get was an overlap of transluscent geometric patterns over my field of vision.
 
A minuete or two after coming back to my senses I picked up the pipe and proceeded to take two or three more tugs and began reentry.Again upon return I immediately readministered and noticed all anxiety was my eyes were open and some emerald green visuals were at play with me physically dodging things as though they were in the room.After the third time I lost count but I assume I did this 7-8 times with no buildup of tolerance.I remember half way through I needed to pee so I waited a min and went to the bathrrom.
Still heavily buzzing I sit back in my bed,take a toke from the bubbler and continue with the journey.I did this a few more times,I remember many images from these but I'm still integrating them.The last go took me very very deep and I panicked,standing up in a pitch black room I thought the light was on and extreme primal fear took hold.It lasted fifteen to twenty minuetes longer than usual.In complete disaster mode I hazily remember the enveloping thought that this human existence is somehow a lie or artificial.Now I don't hold this idea as a belief or as truth but it obviously disturbed something inside me.
 
Hey!

Welcome to the Nexus!

If I may suggest, maybe add spaces between paragraphs for easier reading.

I see you've joined the Nexus for a while already. What has changed since then, in your DMT/psychedelics experience?

Any extractions that you are interested in?

As for "existence is a lie", well, I think this is a matter of perception on how you interpret, but you dont necessarily have to give it a negative connotation. One can think of it as a matrix-like scenario, as if existence is some kind of virtual reality, or as if there is a truth that goes beyond appearances. But there are appearances and the "maya" world for some reason, so I think even if it's an illusion, its an illusion that allows us to learn while we're inside, that allow us to evolve.

Anyways, be well!
 
Hi there OomRa,

Welcome to the Nexus. Thanks for taking the time to write up an Introduction Essay and trip report. Perhaps next time you'll fully breakthrough.

Cannabis, shrooms and DMT - are those your main entheogens? How about mescaline and RC's? Any interest there.

Great to see you here. Thanks again!
 
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