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Report straight from hyperspace - making sense of things a bit more

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vetiarvind

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SWIM was working on his computer, deeply engrossed in his work. Suddenly he spied his pipe(containing the smoked spice from day before) and had an almost dare-devilish instinct to blast off to hyperspace.

Perhaps SWIM's decision was disrespectful as proper techniques to ensure calmness were not performed pre-launch. But the on-the-fly decision meant that SWIM felt almost no pre-flight anxiety as he felt the previous times.
SWIM took two hits from his beloved pipe, the dry parsley catching on fire and burning with a beautiful bluish flame. SWIM honestly did not expect any effect, as he felt all the spice must have vapourized the last time, but boy was he wrong.
SWIM felt the usual vibrations coursing through his body. Just at that moment, he was trying to resist the onset of the realm as he was a bit nervous that the on-the-fly decision might have negative effects) However, with spice, resistance is futile, and SWIM promptly felt the effects overcome him.

So far in all his spice trips,launching meant feeling as if there was a a certain sacredness associated with the conscience. SWIM felt his mind turn into some sort of "linga"(a black cylindrical stone used to represent the Hindu deity Lord Shiva) which was vibrating at a rather high frequency.
SWIM could clearly hear a high frequency sound buzzing uniformly. There was also a feeling of entering
a very familiar realm, although it was completely alien. Memories of SWIM's previous trip flooded in along
with the buzzing sound. There was an overpowering feeling of indescribable holiness.

The whole realm was of a light yellow-orange and light pink nature. There were intricately well designed
red, blue and green intertwining lines arranged vertically on what were perhaps walls(SWIM is not sure if the human construct of a wall was actually present in this hyper dimension, but it perhaps did).
There were also many standing entities who using their arms as if performing a kung-fu move sideways passing forth some sort of flame (or perhaps some energy) from one to another. It was intense to watch how rapidly they were transferring this energy a.k.a "divine flames" with a single-minded resolve. These beings also emitted a quick "hmm" noise just before a wave of this energy was passed around. These beings were shadow-like, in that SWIM could not make out any features or texture, but they were humaniod and the energy they were transmitting was (if my memory is correct)sort of an orange-ish flame.

SWIM was certain that these beings were trying to maintain some kind of equilibrium in the surroundings
by passing the flames where they felt there was a deficiency of whatever they were trying to maintain.

The following are SWIM's notes during the come-down phase(not sure if it makes much sense now, but it did during the journey). SWIM wrote this when he could simultaneously perceive the hyperspace realm and at the same time type a bit:
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1)DMT hyperspace somehow grows around your thought.
2)In fact our thoughts can radically change the nature of this existence.
3)It's almost as if nature builds a new universe around your thought.
4)It's truly an interesting and beautiful notion to see intelligence being spawned around intelligence.
5)wow 
If you change your thoughts, or if you impose your mind this reality just vanishes. Or changes in some way.

this is so holy i am both scared honoured and feeling grateful by it.
this dmt realm is so interesting . taking sub breakthrough dmt doses helps one to remember more past details and to take more from the experience. my body became a sort of divine receptor-thing.
there were beings having humanoid forms that were transferring some sort of energy from 
here to there. They knew of my presence and I(or my mind) was a part of their world. in fact the mind felt central and sacred in the world.

Perhaps this dimension is created around the mind? 

our bodies are sacred in a way. everyone is so sacred and beautiful.
you are conciousness. pure and simple. with more creative power than one can imagine. perhaps this body will die soon but i am not afraid.
the sacred realm will always be there, that i am sure off.It is way more ancient than our bodies.

During my comedown, SWIM's self-identity was so warped that could he look down at his body and not really recognize it as his own.
I am truly amazed how other travellers are able to retain their ego's in their voyages. SWIM seems to have to fight to retain his self-identity in the DMT realm. SWIM believes he is like a baby venturing into this realm, which allows more access of his "normal thought" process after every trip (or perhaps this time it was because SWIM took a smaller dose). Compared to the previous trip, SWIM was able to sub-vocalize a bit more. However the inner voice was stuttering. Perhaps this was because SWIM had taken only a threshold dose(where he could neither completely lose his ego nor make his internal thought process flow clearly).

DMT modified concsiousness seems to be a place which is like a hive for the beings of this dimension. The reason SWIM believes this over the explanation that SWIM is perceiving an external dimension is because thought process(or sub-vocalization in the mind) seems to somehow disrupt the existence of the dimension perceived. Also SWIM could not really travel around this dimension. SWIM only experiences being static, around which all these figures and beautiful 2d double-helix blue,green and red lines were created.

Your comments and inputs would be much appreciated.
Much love,gratitude and respect to everyone.
 
Awesome thoughts. Thanks for sharing. Definitely agree that we take the connectedness of our consciousness with our surroundings for granted in daily life.
 
Lovely sounding trip and nice reflections on it. I think it is perfectly possible to feel holy in the face of the wondrous human mind.

One of the first DMT trips I took I got a lesson about this from the goddess I see when I trip. She showed me great vistas of meaning and beauty and each time I was speechless for a moment in a state of sublime ecstasy and felt myself fusing into the vista no clearly 'I' distinct from it, but then every time after experiencing that ecstatic state, my mind began to question what I saw, to categorise it, describe it, understand it and I became distinct from the vista, and at that point the goddess would throw something else before me, and the same thing would happen again; And then I realised what I was doing and felt shame at my human tendency to reason and to individuation, and the goddess laughed so deep and smiled so warmly at me, and said this is what she loved about us. And I realised that every time I transmuted my ecstasy into reason and so chose my individual consciousness, she was clapping her hands and laughing, entertained by this as if it was the most titillating thing in the universe. And seeing her laugh and the love she showed me filled me with new self-compassion for humanity.
 
vetiarvind said:
The whole realm was of a light yellow-orange and light pink nature. There were intricately well designed
red, blue and green intertwining lines arranged vertically on what were perhaps walls(SWIM is not sure if the human construct of a wall was actually present in this hyper dimension, but it perhaps did).

That is topic worthy of thread in itself - what is with those walls?!! I see them too. I did an experiment once - took the bong down to the cliffs by the sea and did dmt looking out at the ocean and the sunset. It was really beautiful, but the bizarre things was, that my trip took me to a place that had WALLS, even as I was smoking it out in the open!
I have had other trips that were not like that, where I appeared to be in an endless open space or on another planet. I have also had trips where I was in a sort of small cozy sparkling cave and there were walls, but i assumed this was because I was at home when I did it and my flat is pretty cluttered and small.
But this trip by the sea was strange. I went into a gigantic structure, like the inside of some massive space-ship or enormous temple. The walls were all curved, no sharp edges, and covered of course with that incredible molecular coloured light morphing arabesque detail. The walls seemed alive and the goddess who spoke to me seemed to BE the structure itself, whatever it was...
 
Morphing Interstices said:
And I realised that every time I transmuted my ecstasy into reason and so chose my individual consciousness, she was clapping her hands and laughing, entertained by this as if it was the most titillating thing in the universe. And seeing her laugh and the love she showed me filled me with new self-compassion for humanity.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful report and insights Morphing. My heart brimmed with emotion on reading your experiences. It seems as if we have seen/felt a similar essence.

I also did indeed find myself marvelling at our capacity to individualize while in that state, for doing this in the DMT-state is almost impossible and my mind tends to go to a calm unified state out of which seems to spring all these entities.

I have a notion that perhaps the walls etc. are barrier/obstacles erected by our own subconscious mind? Simply changing the setting is perhaps not completely enough to change the perceived dimension(although the setting does seem to influence our journey)

In my experience with spice, it seems to center me as some sort of deity around which these entities do their dances and activities. And in that state I feel very calm and relaxed, observing the surroundings quite emotionlessly. The lesson I have learnt from it is that this is perhaps my true nature. Perhaps I should (in the real world) also try to attain such a state of mind, observing things in a zen-like manner. I have tried doing this for a day, and I find myself being very satisfied at myself and with my interactions with everyone. I would definitely have to try this out for a while longer before I can confirm this notion.
But if it true, then we each have our own lessons to learn and process from our spice journeys. Wouldn't it be truly marvelous if spice teaches us in an individual manner!

Lots of love and gratitude to you and everyone.
 
vetiarvind said:
But if it true, then we each have our own lessons to learn and process from our spice journeys. Wouldn't it be truly marvelous if spice teaches us in an individual manner!

Bang on. I think this absolutely its potential and that is why I love it.
 
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