2pm March 2018
A small layer of pure Mullein Leaf was added and suppressed toward the bottom of the bowl pack on the "slider" of the "bong."
On Top was added a small pinch, estimated @ 15-20mg based on visual stimuli and what was experienced, of Mimosa Extract (STB Method-Mimosa Hostilis).
A larger layer of Mullein was added on top of the Crystalline Extract, covering it completely.
A small layer of pure Mullein Leaf was added and suppressed toward the bottom of the bowl pack on the "slider" of the "bong."
On Top was added a small pinch, estimated @ 15-20mg based on visual stimuli and what was experienced, of Mimosa Extract (STB Method-Mimosa Hostilis).
A larger layer of Mullein was added on top of the Crystalline Extract, covering it completely.
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Yaima - Pellucidity Album was playing. For the first 30 minutes light exercise, yoga and meditation was performed as the spirit felt pulled.
At around the 30minute mark I sat up in padmasana and brought the "bong" to my lips.
Slowly, I flicked the lighter and once again slowly, I brought the flame to a corner of the Top Layer of Mullein.
Taking in the breathe slowly and naturally, the chamber of the "water bong" filled with vaporous fumes, Dimethyl-T.
Almost immediately I felt an increased feeling of sensation in my limbs that filled to my whole body. My hearing became piercing and acute.
The music rung powerful and clear. I blew out the first small hit, took a deep breathe and lit it again slowly.
Half of the bowl was now lit and the small, slow ember glowed as the hit became larger.
I lay back on a prepared sleeping spot, I ask my sitter to turn down the music by 40% of relative volume.
I take the third hit and hold it in like the rest. Deep breathe, in, in.
My body feels as through it is transgressing something, buzzing all over and a weird vibration takes over my awareness.
My Vision sees something manifesting like dots, planets? spinning and revolving.. small far off, tons.
The third hit is let go deeply. I take a forced deep breathe and feel as though it was taken from my lungs! Beautiful.
I feel as though my consciousness is constricting into a single point of singularity of perfect trance.
My body, essence, mind, experience, everything feel as though it was freezing frame and like a computer screen saver the image was melting and duplicate slowly to the left, right, around.
I felt an incredible amount of ecstasy, I writhed, and yawned and stretched. It felt like sun light was in my bloodstream.
I felt emotions like fear, anger, happiness, sadness, and ones that couldn't be comprehended.
I layed still for a few minutes and felt my body, like nodes lighting up.
I sat up and cried. I cried for pain, I cried for beauty, I cried for life, and I cried for death.
I roared crying. Like vomiting the tears up from a huge bucket within. I wailed. Not for one thing. For everything.
My sitter gave me a huge hug and I felt so heavy in the arms. I leaned in and cried.
I breathed. I drank the water. I sat and thought.
Later, about 30minutes after lighting the Mullein for the first time, the album was ending.
I slowly got up and replaced the smoking apparatus and replaced the sacred crystalline in the dark, cold, fridge.
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Later that day, I toked cannabis with little tolerance and felt a heavy trance from the cannabis. I felt the extract still holding and trimming my consciousness for hours after. It was enhanced later with the cannabis.
Even now as I write this, after eating handful of cranberry and kale, I feel clear and happy.
A natural anti-depressant for the rest of the day.
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The sacred tool should be approached with respect and caution. It is powerful. Love your self, let go.
love and miss you !
