HermeticShaman
Rising Star
Yesterday evening, I blasted off with some rolled enhanced leaf. As I so often will do, I took the first 2 or 3 hits and rode it out until I was hanging in the half life of the effects before going in any further. I have found it is always necessary for me to do this because it eliminates any anxiety I may have and properly prepares my mind and spirit to have a powerful spiritual encounter, so that my ego is not clutching onto threads as it is about to be blown to little bits.
With that out of the way, I started to roast right through it, taking in as much as I could as quickly as I could. Pre-flight, I watched my room dissolve into patterns and life and I knew it was time to close my eyes.
I was enveloped in powerful patterning that were various shades of blue. I came to be in the presence of an entity, but I could only make out certain features through the patterns -- mostly his eyes, as they looped around in the patterns -- his greeting, if you will. I met this entity again that I met last time, and it has become apparent to me that he serves me as a sort of "travel guide".
One thing about these entities is that I often don't strongly "see" them. I feel them and I know that they are there. It's such a deep level of knowing that I could not possibly doubt its presence. I began to have telepathic communication with it, asking "What are we doing? Where are we going? What are you trying to show me?" I ascended through some blue-ish portal and saw something I will never be able to adequately describe, but it was an entity.
It was very alien. Though it was really difficult to make out the details, because it was so much, so quickly, it appeared as though I was looking into the window of some type of craft. This entity reared its head and it made an energetic connection with me. It was very reptilian, having scales, something between lizard, snake, and intelligent being. His scales shifted infinitely in color and its presence was incredibly touching and comforting. I was so blown away to see and make a connection with this being, it literally brought me to tears.
At first, I wasn't even sure if my eyes were welling with tears -- I was so dissociated from my body in a sense that it seemed impossible to have tears. But as I began to return, I felt them streaming down my face. I was awestruck. It was beautiful! It was invigorating! But yet I have no idea why my guide brought me to see him, and why this being brought me such a profound sense of ease and comfort.
On my way back, I caught a visual of one of those "jeweled self dribbling basket balls" that Terrence McKenna described so many times. I don't really see anything I could describe as a "machine elf", but these conscious, jeweled balls of energy will occasionally reveal themselves to me. There is an "eye" in the center where its consciousness rests and it is surrounding by geometric forms. It emanates blueish greenish energy, but I don't know what it does, or what it's there for. We recognize one another, but seem unable to really establish a connection.
Then I returned. What a ride!
With that out of the way, I started to roast right through it, taking in as much as I could as quickly as I could. Pre-flight, I watched my room dissolve into patterns and life and I knew it was time to close my eyes.
I was enveloped in powerful patterning that were various shades of blue. I came to be in the presence of an entity, but I could only make out certain features through the patterns -- mostly his eyes, as they looped around in the patterns -- his greeting, if you will. I met this entity again that I met last time, and it has become apparent to me that he serves me as a sort of "travel guide".
One thing about these entities is that I often don't strongly "see" them. I feel them and I know that they are there. It's such a deep level of knowing that I could not possibly doubt its presence. I began to have telepathic communication with it, asking "What are we doing? Where are we going? What are you trying to show me?" I ascended through some blue-ish portal and saw something I will never be able to adequately describe, but it was an entity.
It was very alien. Though it was really difficult to make out the details, because it was so much, so quickly, it appeared as though I was looking into the window of some type of craft. This entity reared its head and it made an energetic connection with me. It was very reptilian, having scales, something between lizard, snake, and intelligent being. His scales shifted infinitely in color and its presence was incredibly touching and comforting. I was so blown away to see and make a connection with this being, it literally brought me to tears.
At first, I wasn't even sure if my eyes were welling with tears -- I was so dissociated from my body in a sense that it seemed impossible to have tears. But as I began to return, I felt them streaming down my face. I was awestruck. It was beautiful! It was invigorating! But yet I have no idea why my guide brought me to see him, and why this being brought me such a profound sense of ease and comfort.
On my way back, I caught a visual of one of those "jeweled self dribbling basket balls" that Terrence McKenna described so many times. I don't really see anything I could describe as a "machine elf", but these conscious, jeweled balls of energy will occasionally reveal themselves to me. There is an "eye" in the center where its consciousness rests and it is surrounding by geometric forms. It emanates blueish greenish energy, but I don't know what it does, or what it's there for. We recognize one another, but seem unable to really establish a connection.
Then I returned. What a ride!
