You are assuming you know my beliefs, because of your own subjective, Christian experience. It is that we are by nature sinful, that is the problem of evil.  I disagree strongly with your claims about blaming an unborn child, and I am a somewhat practicing Christian.  I think whats been happining within the Catholic church is abhoring, if the 'Christians', you get your data from believe that that justifies itself, they are ill informed and wrong!