PrimalWisdom
Everything the light touches
I don't often post reports, but I feel this one (yesterday) is worth a psot just coz I was so terrified of breaking through with pure white spice.
Anyway after a pretty scary breakthough I’ve been sticking to low doses for the past few months. I tried out some changoo the other day (green gooey spice and caapi leaf extract) the breakthrough was amazing so I figured its time to dive back into the deep end.
This is a summary of my latest breakthough using pure white spice with some caapi leaf smoked before hand.
I lay on my bed with my machine fully loaded and prepared for another trip to hyperspace. Its been a while since I hit the pure white spice and my nerves are on edge.
I sit up and take 2 deep drags. After about 20 seconds my vision is shaking, and the unmistakable pre-flight buzz fills my head. I persist and take another drag, holding it as long as I can. I don’t recall breathing out, but am already flying at warp speed through a churning tunnel of energy. This is a lot faster than the changoo, and there are prisms, and spheres hurtling through space and time towards me. I travel for what must be light years, further and further into the void. I come to an abrupt stop and seem to be suspended above a massive glowing energy source.
There are waves or pulses of energy been blasted out in all directions. I can see them and feel them, they make me resonate with joy and excitement. Theres a low hum like a massive machine would make, but its not loud, just impressive, like the sound the earth would make if it had an engine.
I am not sure what I am doing here, this is different from previous journeys, there are no entities, no hyperspatial circuses, just me and the energy source vibrating in unison in the middle of nothing. I can feel the energy building, or maybe I am building up energy. Whatever is happening it is exciting me at a molecular level. I try move towards the machine, but I’m pretty awful and directing myself or my trips. I just tend to go with the flow. I just seem to hovering above it but I want to be in it, with it, I want to feel the pulsing energy as close to the source as possible. Whatever I am thinking seems to propel me towards it. I grow warmer, this is very reminiscent of mescaline, the warmth, the joy, the light. I’m basking in rays of pure unadulterated energy. I can manipulate it around my hands which are glowing blue from the energy waves. I feel changes in my inner workings, the blue glow is everywhere it’s in me I’m in it. It’s so pleasant. The energy is made up billions of intricate lines pulsating and moving back and forth at such high speed that they almost seem like one. I never fail to be impressed by the intricacies of the DMT-scape. Something so beautiful cannot possibly exist in our everyday world, or maybe it does, but we just don’t see it for what it is, and we have filters that need adjusting.
Out of nowhere the low hum becomes a loud rumble and everything seems to be shaking now. I see lines appear before me. They look artificial. I want the blue glow to make them go away. I close my eyes and when I open them I am back on my bed and I realise the lines were my ceiling.
My last 2 breakthroughs have been so beautiful and calming. It’s a huge difference from my previous ones which were frantic and filled with entities jostling to touch me. I had no difficulty breathing in hyperspace like I had previously, and I seem to be at ease with it compared to flailing about like a dying fish. I think it’s definitely the caapi leaf that grounds me and keeps me relaxed, and allows me time to take it all in.
I’m so glad I’m not terrified of breaking through anymore. Although I do still understand that I could have a frightening experience again and won't be cocky with my spice use. I hope they all will be as calm and pleasant as these last 2.
Anyway after a pretty scary breakthough I’ve been sticking to low doses for the past few months. I tried out some changoo the other day (green gooey spice and caapi leaf extract) the breakthrough was amazing so I figured its time to dive back into the deep end.
This is a summary of my latest breakthough using pure white spice with some caapi leaf smoked before hand.
I lay on my bed with my machine fully loaded and prepared for another trip to hyperspace. Its been a while since I hit the pure white spice and my nerves are on edge.
I sit up and take 2 deep drags. After about 20 seconds my vision is shaking, and the unmistakable pre-flight buzz fills my head. I persist and take another drag, holding it as long as I can. I don’t recall breathing out, but am already flying at warp speed through a churning tunnel of energy. This is a lot faster than the changoo, and there are prisms, and spheres hurtling through space and time towards me. I travel for what must be light years, further and further into the void. I come to an abrupt stop and seem to be suspended above a massive glowing energy source.
There are waves or pulses of energy been blasted out in all directions. I can see them and feel them, they make me resonate with joy and excitement. Theres a low hum like a massive machine would make, but its not loud, just impressive, like the sound the earth would make if it had an engine.
I am not sure what I am doing here, this is different from previous journeys, there are no entities, no hyperspatial circuses, just me and the energy source vibrating in unison in the middle of nothing. I can feel the energy building, or maybe I am building up energy. Whatever is happening it is exciting me at a molecular level. I try move towards the machine, but I’m pretty awful and directing myself or my trips. I just tend to go with the flow. I just seem to hovering above it but I want to be in it, with it, I want to feel the pulsing energy as close to the source as possible. Whatever I am thinking seems to propel me towards it. I grow warmer, this is very reminiscent of mescaline, the warmth, the joy, the light. I’m basking in rays of pure unadulterated energy. I can manipulate it around my hands which are glowing blue from the energy waves. I feel changes in my inner workings, the blue glow is everywhere it’s in me I’m in it. It’s so pleasant. The energy is made up billions of intricate lines pulsating and moving back and forth at such high speed that they almost seem like one. I never fail to be impressed by the intricacies of the DMT-scape. Something so beautiful cannot possibly exist in our everyday world, or maybe it does, but we just don’t see it for what it is, and we have filters that need adjusting.
Out of nowhere the low hum becomes a loud rumble and everything seems to be shaking now. I see lines appear before me. They look artificial. I want the blue glow to make them go away. I close my eyes and when I open them I am back on my bed and I realise the lines were my ceiling.
My last 2 breakthroughs have been so beautiful and calming. It’s a huge difference from my previous ones which were frantic and filled with entities jostling to touch me. I had no difficulty breathing in hyperspace like I had previously, and I seem to be at ease with it compared to flailing about like a dying fish. I think it’s definitely the caapi leaf that grounds me and keeps me relaxed, and allows me time to take it all in.
I’m so glad I’m not terrified of breaking through anymore. Although I do still understand that I could have a frightening experience again and won't be cocky with my spice use. I hope they all will be as calm and pleasant as these last 2.
