Kazoo...
ओं मणिपद्मे हूं
this one was was a perfect launch, the mind frame was perfect and primed...
some cacti resin was consumed the night before, just a low level dose, i had a painting i wanted to work on so i had to keep it low or else i have a tendency to get enveloped by everything and and then i find i have been staring at the grain in a piece of wood for an hour and have not accomplished any "physical" work, not that this is a problem, but just not what i was going for tonight. anyway the work went great, nice body high kept me going late into the night and a real satisfying brush sesh' left me feeling it into the next day.
next day was my day, cacti always leaves me glowing far into the next day. all and all great day and i was really feeling drawn to do some spice explorations later in the night. met up with some friends and played some cards, now i dont know how many of you play "cards" and this is not quite the place to discuss such a delinquent activity, but let me tell you tonight every hand was coming up gold. sometimes everything just lines up right and you are aware of it happening in front of you, and if you just embrace it the world is at your finger tips. left friends house feeling on top of the world and drove straight home just itching for some deep spice explorations...
got home and feeling just primed, loaded an ample meal in the bong and stepped out into the night. sitting in the grass i take the first hit, the flowing starts and immediately im deep in. i shut my eyes and as if a swich is flicked in my mind, im imedetly in this space(i might say "room" for lack of a better word).....
this space....oh how to describe this space, every inch is covered it the morphing electric patterning that is so near and dear to me, and is the brightest and most vibrant i have seen it in a while, and clear, crystal clear. after groking on this phenomenon for more than a bit, i realize that this space/plane stretches far in each direction and seems to have physical dimension, and i can move in it. i feel as if i had been only staring at a small potion of the wood grain when there is so much more. i also realize that i cant hear the outside world, i am fully immersed in this plane. i listen for sounds and am greeted by what in retrospect i cant even describe i can only say they were unique to this plane so to speak. what i also am thrilled by is the calmness and clarity of my being, while stray thought slip in and try to pull on the ego, they are of little concern and have little or no impact, more amusing than anything else. more over i am fully welcomed by this space and apon' my return i feel as if this experience was a gift to me on a day where everything was aligned for me, and an ongoing reward for my continual dialog with the all of existence...
slowly but surely i am remembering how to "let my self go" and be immersed in the dialog of perception and experience...
thanks for letting me share....
"turn on your love light and let it shine on me,
let it shine, let it shine, let it shine!!!!"
some cacti resin was consumed the night before, just a low level dose, i had a painting i wanted to work on so i had to keep it low or else i have a tendency to get enveloped by everything and and then i find i have been staring at the grain in a piece of wood for an hour and have not accomplished any "physical" work, not that this is a problem, but just not what i was going for tonight. anyway the work went great, nice body high kept me going late into the night and a real satisfying brush sesh' left me feeling it into the next day.
next day was my day, cacti always leaves me glowing far into the next day. all and all great day and i was really feeling drawn to do some spice explorations later in the night. met up with some friends and played some cards, now i dont know how many of you play "cards" and this is not quite the place to discuss such a delinquent activity, but let me tell you tonight every hand was coming up gold. sometimes everything just lines up right and you are aware of it happening in front of you, and if you just embrace it the world is at your finger tips. left friends house feeling on top of the world and drove straight home just itching for some deep spice explorations...
got home and feeling just primed, loaded an ample meal in the bong and stepped out into the night. sitting in the grass i take the first hit, the flowing starts and immediately im deep in. i shut my eyes and as if a swich is flicked in my mind, im imedetly in this space(i might say "room" for lack of a better word).....
this space....oh how to describe this space, every inch is covered it the morphing electric patterning that is so near and dear to me, and is the brightest and most vibrant i have seen it in a while, and clear, crystal clear. after groking on this phenomenon for more than a bit, i realize that this space/plane stretches far in each direction and seems to have physical dimension, and i can move in it. i feel as if i had been only staring at a small potion of the wood grain when there is so much more. i also realize that i cant hear the outside world, i am fully immersed in this plane. i listen for sounds and am greeted by what in retrospect i cant even describe i can only say they were unique to this plane so to speak. what i also am thrilled by is the calmness and clarity of my being, while stray thought slip in and try to pull on the ego, they are of little concern and have little or no impact, more amusing than anything else. more over i am fully welcomed by this space and apon' my return i feel as if this experience was a gift to me on a day where everything was aligned for me, and an ongoing reward for my continual dialog with the all of existence...
slowly but surely i am remembering how to "let my self go" and be immersed in the dialog of perception and experience...
thanks for letting me share....
"turn on your love light and let it shine on me,
let it shine, let it shine, let it shine!!!!"
