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Felnik

Felnik

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Warmer winter new England day. Deep forest lair. Hike in snow everywhere, warm sun .
hike to top of high rocky overlook get comfy drink nice caapi tea. Wait a while watch the clouds roll by.
move to lower rock wedge make fire . Surrounded by ancient glacial rock formations. Begin ramp up slow.
spice spice thats nice. Keep working at it I know I can get there. Rest, try a few more times finally YES !! there it is I've crossed over i'm in at last. It so amazing. my thoughts are: yes its sacred and beautiful sacred and beautiful I am
in awe as i look up at the trees looking like a great cathedral enfolding me. The sun shines on a large pine tree its like the pine trees birthday WOW! Sacred and beautiful sacred and beautiful I repeat to my self over and over. It really is sacred and beautiful it s my church . Sacred and beautiful .

Can't stop now.......... back to it again this time a whole different thing, its that female entity again she is some kind of trickster I've seen her before. She's a cartoon nurse morphing and changing and dancing all around me playing with me teasing me . I see small cartoon rooms very complex they are changing they look like candy.
I am in a complete oblideration of the strange and amazing. Its a swirling psychedelic candyland carnival.
the candyland nurse entity is comin at me and I'm lovin it I'm saying : "cmon give me what you got !!" Give it so me! I'm ready
I was ready this time , no fear no extreme shocking wonderment I felt fully present and strong. I held my own and eventually faded back to my shamans lair. Yeah !!!! it was great.. felt like a million bucks

Has anyone encountered this trickster female entity? I can't really explain why i think its female its just a feeling I always seem to get. and it never looks like a girl ever. Many times it just a weird ass red morphing candy-like shape that has me in its hold. Sometimes it feels like a gate keeper of sorts because its usually the first thing i get right after a spice blast. sometimes i move quickly past but many times it turns into me against this thing one on one..

much love
 
Yes yes, I have encountered this female trickster nurse entity before. I often get a feeling of female entities playing tricks and games with me.

Nice read bro:)
 
I also meet a woman Inside - a snake woman - but there are no tricks with her ... my relationship with her feels very intimate, but she is also a teacher, and can be harsh sometimes. But she doesn't play tricks.

There is a separate entity I meet who is the joker/jester/trickster, and he is definitely male. He is somehow a gatekeeper, the master of ceremonies, ring master, who shows me around hyperspace, but doesn't necessarily explain ... tells me things in an oblique, riddle-y kind of way.

And on the way out, I meet with the Machine Elves and/or insects. They have a far more physical relationship with me. They always seem to want to get into my mouth - it's a very physical sensation, like being at the dentist, having someone else crank open your mouth a root around in there. I have the sense they are repairing me, but lately also that maybe also they take something. It's a symbiotic relationship, after all, and symbiosis must benefit both entities in the symbiosis.
 
Yes. I too have encountered her. Often in many shapes and forms. One of the most interesting is as a glowing red orb that exists just above and to the right of my right eye. She's there regardless of if my eyes are open or closed. One time I felt like I surprised her while she was sleeping (or about other business), and as soon as I blasted off, before I closed my eyes, I saw her come shooting out from behind my television, and straight to her usual spot just above my right eye. I've seen her in other forms as well, but this one is the most unique and common. It's been a long time since however. :(

Great report! Peace!
-idt
 
These warm NE days have been so nice! Definitely encountered a nurse similar to which you speak. In SWIM's experience, another character appears as the harlequin. Very interesting, thanks for the great report!
 
YEs ! Shhheeee slithers like a snake .. ! always tempting me further, to follow her. Tempting and trickstering ... as all hyperspace entities do to us .. popping in and out of dimensions ... but she's sexier ! My uncounscious is all anima and she-serpent, a basket made of a coiled she-snake that I am being borne in, she uncoils to show me the higher dimensions, or just eat me whole ! ... All that my male consciousness is NOT ! Dmt space seems hugely feminine - like all the volume of dmt-space is fecund-and-feminine ... hyper-pregnant. .. And I'm just poking around ...

My earliset impressions of dmt-space had a wonderous light-being woman greet me, hide behind a 'shower-curtain, in a tub, ... I could see through the 'shower curtain' which was itself amazingly illuminated ! She was washing in white silvery light, (mercurial light !) and then as I pulled back the curtain, she washed down the drain ..! saying "come on" ! .. So I hit it again ...
 
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El Ka Bong!!!!

Good to read you again!!





Nice report! They are all tricksters, pushing your buttons til you give in and give them what they want...they LIKE to play. Some are downright rude and take what they want. I hate them. They make me wonder wayyyy too deeply sometimes about what the (*&^%* is really going on in there...

But the nurse. I mean..If your gonna give it up...it might as well be to 'her', eh?


mmmmmmmmm<pushes nurse button in hospital bed>




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