I have a strong desire to live more in touch with nature which stops me from getting a job (I have money so it's alright for now, so also I don't need to), acting "nice" or playing to win. I play for others sake, I care about the people I meet. I don't see myself or my intellect as better than other's, but I often recognize certain parts of myself in other beings which makes me feel more at ease. I don't understand people in general, but I can often see where their desires come from. I know there's good will in humans and that the environmental destruction has to stop. Unfortunately we're often fooled to act selfish and irresponsible. My view on humans can be called sad or stupid but at least I'm not trying to win for the sake of my ego. I learn from my mistakes and take the hard part instead of the ignorant as often as possible.

Do you guys think I am ready for trying DMT?