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kaleidoscope eyes

kaleidoscope eyes

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Hey all whom might be reading this,
I thought I'd make an introductory thread and give some general information about myself and my avid interest in entheogens and psychedelia.

I came across this forum quite awhile ago in my search for information on dimethyltryptamine and decided today that I should create an account so I can interact with others who share a similar love and respect for this substance. Psychedelics interest me in a profound way and I enjoy reading the writings of Rick Strassman, Aldous Huxley, Terrance McKenna and Alexander Shulgin. I frequent erowid.org and in my spare time read and watch pretty much anything on psychoactive substances- chemistry, neuro-scientific articles, experience reports, different extraction methods, documentaries, ritual use in Indigenous cultures, philosophy etc.

I have only so far experimented with DMT 5 times, though they have all had a tremendous impact upon my life. I feel as though it has made me appreciate beauty in the world around me in a unique way and I feel a lot happier in general. I find DMT unique not only due to the experiences I have had with it but as the visual, auditory and sensory effects ebb away I am left with such a pure feeling of bliss. I smile, I laugh and giggle and just feel so complete. But by contrast with other psychoactive substances that I have had a problem with taking responsibly or in a frequency that is right for me personally in the past- with DMT I feel I am doing it for the right reasons in a way that for me personally is having a positive effect on not only my life but my psychological well-being.

The last time I smoked it, out in a lush australian bush setting, I saw a Chinese Dragon for a very brief flash before it morphed back into red swirling geometric smoke. I thought this was a very good omen as I'm a dragon under my Chinese horoscope sign (born in 1988) and I am fairly superstitious in terms of good and bad signs. I have seen a lot of fractal patterns, dancing curtains, heard vibrations and felt like I have been propelled into a different, sharper universe (I'm not sure if this makes much sense, but when I smoke it almost immediately when blowing it out I feel like my whole body is thrown into this sharp, bright place.)

Anyway sorry if Ive rambled on a bit, but I hope to have interesting discussions with you all and would like to learn and impart any positive input I have to share.
peace x
 
hello bro :) Welcome to the nexus! Out of curiosity, did you extract your own or you got it from someone?

anyways, seems like a nice experience you had there. Yeah the effects usually come nearly immediately when smoking, but I find that having the 'dedication' to keep taking more hits even while effects already started, until one literally cannot physically smoke anymore (usually 3-4 hits for me), is well worth the effort :D

but yeah, nice to have you here!
 
endlessness said:
hello bro :) Welcome to the nexus! Out of curiosity, did you extract your own or you got it from someone?

anyways, seems like a nice experience you had there. Yeah the effects usually come nearly immediately when smoking, but I find that having the 'dedication' to keep taking more hits even while effects already started, until one literally cannot physically smoke anymore (usually 3-4 hits for me), is well worth the effort :D

but yeah, nice to have you here!
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I have a close friend (/is my sitter) who does extractions from MHRB, but I shall be helping in the extraction process next time. I'm pretty eager to learn how to do this as I think it's informative to know exactly how the substance your ingesting came to be. Hopefully it turns out well =)

Thats good advice- I think next time I smoke I would like to try that method of smoking until you literally cant smoke anymore and see where it takes me. So far I've been working my way up to a higher dose- in the last five times I've smoked it I have just asked for a moderate dose as I wanted to ease myself into being a little more comfortable with the effects before being propelled right into hyperspace. But I am really looking forward to having a complete breakthrough experience- with a more pronounced longer lasting entity contact and perhaps complete separation from my body (I have had an interesting outer body experience on mushrooms and found it to be a fairly enlightening/strange experience.) I would also love to explore a room to a different universe and dimension- I have read some pretty amazing reports on these types of experiences. Though I'm not sure if perhaps having these distinct 'expectations' of sorts is slightly detrimental- and should maybe go into it with a more completely open mind?

And thanks for the welcome =)
 
yeah man do participate in an extraction to learn about it :)

taking your time and gradually up the dosage is also a reasonable tactic, many people do that.. but do go at some point for the full way, you'll be amazed hehe. As for the expectations, honestly, at least for me, there seems to be no relation with anything I think or expect or feel, to the experience.. Its always so 'out there', so completely off from anything I might have thought previously to taking those hits.

Do share with us your experiences when you go for it again :)
 
endlessness said:
yeah man do participate in an extraction to learn about it :)

taking your time and gradually up the dosage is also a reasonable tactic, many people do that.. but do go at some point for the full way, you'll be amazed hehe. As for the expectations, honestly, at least for me, there seems to be no relation with anything I think or expect or feel, to the experience.. Its always so 'out there', so completely off from anything I might have thought previously to taking those hits.

Do share with us your experiences when you go for it again :)
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Yeah def keen to have a high dose sometime soon =) My friends last dose has really inspired me to try venturing deeper as well, as he had such an amazing positive breakthrough experience and the entities he came in contact with were very friendly- and opened up parts of themselves.
I also enjoy writing up trip reports, though funnily enough haven't written any up for my DMT experiences yet- so far only with LSD & mushrooms. So I really should get on to doing that and shall def post my next DMT adventure up here in the experiences section.
 
Welcome Kaleidoscope eyes, you have joined a forum of love and respect, this forum is actually like dmt itself, loving, beatiful, knowledgable and understanding.

Much love Kaleidoscope :D Leave fear behind and enjoy the true beauty of life x
 
Welcome to the Nexus! The feeling of connection with a timeless process that happens for SWIM while she extracts and engages with the product really opens her up. She's very happy to hear you will soon join in the stream. Be cool, be well.
 
aw thanks for all the welcomes, i get a really friendly happy vibe from this forum :)
its nice a nice change of pace from a lot of the trolling/arguing that goes on in a lot of webforums
 
kaleidoscope eyes,

Let me join the other Nexians to give a hearty welcome! I like your honesty and your style and look forward to reading your reports. You are going to be amazed when you choose to take that breakthrough dose. . . :shock: :surprised :lol: :lol: :lol: .

Peace & Love,
Pandora
 
aww thanks Pandora :d



and a special thanks to the forum for making me a full member, I'm really looking forward to being active- interacting and contributing yay =)
 
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