I had another experience with the complexed salvia last night.

25mg sublingual this time.

25mg was a small amount comfortable to fit and keep in the mouth even after 15 min of salivation. Come on was nice and slow, typical of chewing leaves. Taste was only slightly bitter at the beginning, turning a minty fresh and pleasant later on. Absolutely no discomfort from excess bitterness and the small amount of material is not bulky at all.

I began by feeling warm. I was more aware of my skin also. Sensations kept on getting stronger. I started to feel like a was being drawn into a flat folding world which is where I go to immediately and irrevocably when smoking. Come on was so slow that I felt like I had a choice in the matter. I "decided" to skip that world to see something new. I saw waves of green gently waving plant like material and felt a kind female presence which seemed to observe me observe the plants. Then I started seeing this black painting with bright blocks of color. That imagery ended up taking me back to my childhood art class. I remembered painting a white cardboard in rainbow colors. Then covering all that up with a dark waxy film. Then, the class would scratch the wax away to reveal the colors underneath which would jump out against the black on beautiful colors. I could even smell the waxy black substance in my memory. This was a memory that I had lost, never has come up in my adulthood, but salvia gave it back to me and I can think about it now. It feels very nice. Unfortunately I started hearing noises at this time in the trip coming from upstairs. The noises where very annoying. I thought it was my wife talking on the phone (it was really her watching TV). I was so annoyed that I yelled "Who are you talking to!?". She was surprised since I have been a very mellow person after meditating with mushrooms, but something about being interrupted by noise during my salvia trip really made me surprisingly annoyed. I then moved to a different room to avoid the noise and came down. I masturbated while the enhanced skin feeling became apparent again during the end of the come down and had an extremely intense orgasm (way above normal). The whole thing lasted a little over an hour.

Today I feel great and refreshed and thankful for getting a beautiful childhood memory back. I want to try to do this again but will do so when alone, as the noises and my wife's presence really affected the trip. I think I will stay with the same dose next time, it was nice to be able to choose not going into the folding world (but next time I may not get a choice and I'm ok with that). After I do this dose for a few times and understand it better I'll try a higher dose. Nice thing is that the complexed salvia is ready at any moment, don't need to worry about rehydrating leaves, etc.

PS: This is the art project salvia brought back to my memory. It is a very fond memory. I'm going to do this art project with my kids now.