Face held by a handful of tears, warm sticky breath. I got in a little deeper than I expected. But there was a whoooollllleee lot of love there, so it wasn't too bad. Mama sends her love, grandpa pedro made sure I got a good one on one with her, I sooo needed it. Moments ago I wiped away tears, too many, guilty tears of worry and doubt. Mama assures me that she's put every drop of love she can into this world. I feel bad for every worrying a single bit about myself when she's put so much love in here. (and she tried showing me, 'baby, if only you could see' and i felt crazy nuts bad for any worry or stress ever)
Lots of love and light. Cooked 44 inches (est. 2.5 lbs) of san pedro. 2 boils. let it sit overnight in water after first boil. 1/2 a lime or so? Stirring but taking it real easy. Left with about 6 oz of not too slimy not too salty cactibrew. Went down easy. 20 minutes of moving meditations, and feeling strong euphoria at the hour, hr and a half mark. wasnt too long before ego was caught in the cracks, colorful gas explosions over long lanky fissures, loud cranking noises. A cosmic beast eating everything that slips away. (edit, was lightly thundering all night, sprinkles of rain, nothin too heavy, great to go out front and wash off in nature)
Drank at 1130 last night with some vegetable juice to backwash it. dieta, no sex for 48 hrs, since 24 hrs before had only eaten a couple hard boiled eggs, and a foot long from subway (it was fresh) no alcohol for 24 hrs, and uhhh....pretty lights, pink floyd, and mark mcguire, lots of bass, blankets, my dogs, sexy thoughts, colorful explosions, much more to see,
Happy explorations, big smiles from over here :d
Lots of love and light. Cooked 44 inches (est. 2.5 lbs) of san pedro. 2 boils. let it sit overnight in water after first boil. 1/2 a lime or so? Stirring but taking it real easy. Left with about 6 oz of not too slimy not too salty cactibrew. Went down easy. 20 minutes of moving meditations, and feeling strong euphoria at the hour, hr and a half mark. wasnt too long before ego was caught in the cracks, colorful gas explosions over long lanky fissures, loud cranking noises. A cosmic beast eating everything that slips away. (edit, was lightly thundering all night, sprinkles of rain, nothin too heavy, great to go out front and wash off in nature)
Drank at 1130 last night with some vegetable juice to backwash it. dieta, no sex for 48 hrs, since 24 hrs before had only eaten a couple hard boiled eggs, and a foot long from subway (it was fresh) no alcohol for 24 hrs, and uhhh....pretty lights, pink floyd, and mark mcguire, lots of bass, blankets, my dogs, sexy thoughts, colorful explosions, much more to see,
Happy explorations, big smiles from over here :d
pretty lights n pedro
