Deathscreton
Rising Star
Hello Nexus!
To begin, my name is Deathscreton. You can call me Dexi, Oreo (a play on my irl name), or Death. Whatever suites your fancy. I'm a part time game coder for the soon to come MMOFPS ZDay and a medical assistant during the day. I'm a gaming enthusiast and my hobbies include reading, writing stories/poems, computer programming and repair along with hanging with friends whenever I can.
To join a community like this is very rare of me. While I have plenty of forums I frequent, there's only one other (besides this one I hope to make as well) that I can consider a second (or third in this case) home. I've lurked for awhile, reading different threads (particularly the one on the thoughts of selling DMT) and have come to realize that many that inhabit these threads and pages are intellectual and spiritual people whose goal in life isn't to thrive, but live. This strikes me quite well, and with me being new to the scene (I use that for the lack of a better word), I figured placing my roots within the confines of such a community as this would be good.
As for my experience with psychedelics, I have none. The only other drug I've ever tried was weed. Don't get me wrong, I'm not here because I'm looking for that harder "thrill", I'm here for other reasons. I used weed myself as a way to see things I couldn't before. I never hallucinated, but what weed did was allow me to relax myself past the point of worry. I was able to sit and contemplate things I normally couldn't do due to the stress and anxiety caused by everyday normal life. Normally, I'm able to cope, but sometimes, as well all do, we need time to relax and really meditate on ourselves.
A friend of mine has been watching and researching N,NDMT for a few years now and with us coming together with others (four people in all), we've created a new small family of ours where nothing is shamed. He's come forward and presented DMT to us in the form of ideals and information. Astounded by the amount of information on the drug, I recently started researching myself. I've seen videos, read articles, and even learned different extractions methods. Overall, I feel that DMT would allow me visage and access to new planes that I cannot access myself.
I've attempted to do these through different methods, such as lucid dreaming. However, I never could reach the areas I wanted.
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Anyways, I know that was long, forgive me. I'm just excited to have found a place that might be able to point me in the right direction, a place I can help build upon once I have gained enough knowledge myself.
To begin, my name is Deathscreton. You can call me Dexi, Oreo (a play on my irl name), or Death. Whatever suites your fancy. I'm a part time game coder for the soon to come MMOFPS ZDay and a medical assistant during the day. I'm a gaming enthusiast and my hobbies include reading, writing stories/poems, computer programming and repair along with hanging with friends whenever I can.
To join a community like this is very rare of me. While I have plenty of forums I frequent, there's only one other (besides this one I hope to make as well) that I can consider a second (or third in this case) home. I've lurked for awhile, reading different threads (particularly the one on the thoughts of selling DMT) and have come to realize that many that inhabit these threads and pages are intellectual and spiritual people whose goal in life isn't to thrive, but live. This strikes me quite well, and with me being new to the scene (I use that for the lack of a better word), I figured placing my roots within the confines of such a community as this would be good.
As for my experience with psychedelics, I have none. The only other drug I've ever tried was weed. Don't get me wrong, I'm not here because I'm looking for that harder "thrill", I'm here for other reasons. I used weed myself as a way to see things I couldn't before. I never hallucinated, but what weed did was allow me to relax myself past the point of worry. I was able to sit and contemplate things I normally couldn't do due to the stress and anxiety caused by everyday normal life. Normally, I'm able to cope, but sometimes, as well all do, we need time to relax and really meditate on ourselves.
A friend of mine has been watching and researching N,NDMT for a few years now and with us coming together with others (four people in all), we've created a new small family of ours where nothing is shamed. He's come forward and presented DMT to us in the form of ideals and information. Astounded by the amount of information on the drug, I recently started researching myself. I've seen videos, read articles, and even learned different extractions methods. Overall, I feel that DMT would allow me visage and access to new planes that I cannot access myself.
I've attempted to do these through different methods, such as lucid dreaming. However, I never could reach the areas I wanted.
----
Anyways, I know that was long, forgive me. I'm just excited to have found a place that might be able to point me in the right direction, a place I can help build upon once I have gained enough knowledge myself.
