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Felnik

Felnik

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After a long break from spice and hyperspace i decided it was time to reconnect. I've been fighting alot of fear after a couple of extremely intense journeys. I've come to the conclusion that caapi is our ally and our guide and should be part of the experience . i have some THH tincture that i was trying for the first time today. I took one dropper full with some juice. I think that should be 100 mgs. In any case its very powerful stuff and you can really feel it when it comes on. It was about 1 - 2 hours after that i began to slowly ramp up the vaped spice. I started easy working my way in.

I sat for a while before and talked it out with myself and the universe. I stated my respect, my intensions and my love . I asked it to go easy on me this time.

It took a while before i felt like I could really go in. It seems my vibrational frequency is very specific to getting a certain result.

I launched and I felt the usual feelings as I decended into the realm. Suddenly it felt as though something immediately picked up on my vibration and basically LOCKED ON to me. I felt the electrical vibration surging through my body holding me down. These autonomous machines moved right in on me scanning me in a very mechanized way. There are a few of them they have a 3d cartoon charactor feeling like a snake with a enlarged head -like a thing that squirms through your conscousness checking things out in a very specific way. It feels distinctly like a deliberate scan job. They are red and yellow colored i've seen them many times before.
They seem to use this electrical love feeling to keep you still and distracted while they set to work quickly slithering around your brain. As they went away i said I love you !! please come again !!

I think hyperspace is so big and varied that its easy to get confused and thrown off course. This experience was so distinct and clear I was really paying attention this time. It is exactly the same each time I understand that now. It felt like fishing to me. It felt like i was dangling my little vibration into the hyperspace void and it got picked up, like a fish feeling a lure vibrating in the water.

The implications are staggering. This was not any kind of imagined thing it was a genuine experience.

It has so much to do with whatever frequency we are vibrating at . This very specific thing happens to me only when i am in a certain mindset.
 
Felnik - would you categorize it as a good experience then? I am experiencing the same reluctance, and would love to hear that you overcame!

JBArk
 
yes good experience I like the feeling when they do that. the physical sensation is incredible.

i worked at it carefully it was also a beautiful day i did alot of thinking and mental preperation beforehand. I thought deeply about my intensions.


I was careful not to take a gigantic hit right off and was prepared to accept whatever came up. I worked into it gradually taking small hits as i went until i felt safe enough to take a little bigger one. its tricky because under dosing can be rough sometimes. its uncomfortable and can create anziety.

sometimes i will mix a little high grade weed in there to calm myself down. that usually does the trick .

learning to know yourself honestly can help. Many times i know when i'm not in the right headspace to go .
 
Good for you Felink!!!

I'm very proud of You! i remember when you had a concern whether you'd EVER be able to traverse the Entheogen realm... I'm thrilled to see that you've worked through it!

I think we are always always tested; how well respond determines something (exactly what, i'm not sure), but TESTS abound and we must overcome. IMO, Fear, surrender, focus, and love are indeed part of it.


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my courageous brother, i am so happy to see you getting back to the deep work! i agree completely with your assessment of it really being all about the frequency we are all vibrating at. i am inspired by your report to really sit down today and write a bit about exactly HOW MUCH i agree with you! ;)

welcome back, beautiful soul!

LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!
 
I can totally relate to 'being scanned' feeling. I've had these technological insectoid beings scan me, and had the auditory effects acompanying the visuals, was incredible. I had that both on smoked dmt and on high doses ayahuasca. It felt indeed like how they are interested the frequency we are normally at, or sometimes there is this feeling that they are re-organizing me, fixing my body and soul.

Its hard (impossible?) to get a conclusion on what it means, but regardless, its an astounding experience. I think the best we can do is take it positively, and to in one level use it to become humbled at the mystery of existence and appreciate being alive, and on the other hand, feeling that either these experiences are neutral (not identifying with anything that happens there), or that its positive and indeed a benevolent scanning and healing (because at least thinking this wont hurt and it might help us get 'better' in different aspects by indirectly self-suggesting positivity, like placebo )
 
My new favorite video ...


makes me believe even more that 'entities' are like our body's molecules ... Mish-mashy molecules in my mind !...! There are so many, so busy ! And as nano-scopic as they are, beyond 'puny', but they all 'vibrate' and posess information and energy ! That dmt-state enables us to see and enter that high-vibrational state of our molecularity ...

I love all my molecules .. ! ... each is intended, each one is made on purpose (encoded in our DNA) and has a fragile existence. ... in the eco-system of me ..! Maybe enzymes and receptors are some of those entities we meet ..?

( ... I'm trying to rememmber - Wasn't it Graham HAncock who suggested this about entities and our body's molecules - re nicotine receptors and megadoses of nicotine ..?)
 
Cool stuff, I've also been thinking about this "scanning" a lot lately, as I've had a number of experiences where my spinal cord was scanned and the contained "information" was "downloaded". Felnik and the others: do you have any experience with "healing" modalities such as Reiki or other forms of "energy healing"? These practices may seem like bullshit on the cover but I suspect they're merely very practical ways to attune ourselves to our bodies' incredible ability to heal itself. The reason I bring this up is the way that healers use crystal pendulums (or their hands) to "scan" the body and determine areas where there is "blockage". I feel this is very similar to what the technicoloured robots are doing; perhaps it also ties in with the electromagnetic force-field surrounding the spine/body. The spinal column is, after all, closely connected with the brain, and is therefore the most concentrated area of electro-magnetic activity in our bodies (correct me if I'm wrong those who are more familiar with human biology). I think the E-M model also ties into what Felnik describes as "vibrating at certain frequency" that Hyperspace entities pick up on, like fish biting a worm.
 
Felnik....when I read this the universe stood still. I just got back from a journey of that exact type, its amazing to see how the "picture" is becoming more and more clear as differant stories corraborate and synchronize. Read the thread I'm making.
 
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