Seeking guidance

[drew33333]

Hello all. I found my way to this forum during my travel, my search for truth, meaning, and healing. I have been aware of the existance of other worlds and other beings for a long time, but I have not experienced them in a very long time, 15 years or so, and I feel that now is the time.
I have had a rough life, doing well for the first time in my life, and I have grown exponentially in my knowledge and wisdom since my psychadelic travels years ago. way back then I wasn't seeking the other worlds, I just kind of stumbled into them, and was not ready. Now I seek them. I also seek healing. I have some medical issues, I am going to require a surgery soon, at least that is what the doctors tell me, I have a lot of pain. My pain led me to a legally prescribed opiate addiction, which I am now overcoming with Kratom, whick is a wonderful plant. The last ten years or so I have read many metaphysical books, Stuart Wilde being one of my favorite authors, and I know by the descriptions of the other worlds that I read about that these worlds and beings are real, and they are the same ones I stumbled into in my youth. I am now seeking a way to these worlds, a way across the bridge to reality, as I now those worlds are much more real and meaningful than this physical one.
I seek knowledge, wisdom, understanding, and healing. I know that DMT is a valuable tool that can help me attain, though I have never used this tool before. So I am asking you experienced travelers to help me find my way, tell me where to get started.

 

[Pandora]

Hello drew33333,

Welcome to the Nexus. That was a great Introduction Essay - thanks so much for taking the time to write it out.

I am so sorry about your reference to a rough life. It seems many folks who are "re-entry students" to psychedelics, and/or the other realms are coming back after terrible times, rocky lives, combat or prison exposure, terrible medical issues (sounds like you can relate), etc.

I particularly love welcoming you folks who come back in your 30's or middle age after a long break. Mainly because I was the same way. In coming back to tripping, this time for healing and midlife crisis issues, I found I went much deeper than in my youth when I tripped just to get "high." And then DMT, ahhh, what a crazy surprise!

Not sure what to offer in terms of guidance other than check out the forum in an in depth manner - it is a huge resource. We are in a time of transition. Our primary DMT plant MHRB is no longer available. Thus, folks are using other plants, such as acacias, as well as new teks. And an exciting trend is the push to procure seeds and/or live plants and literally, grow our own entheogens.

So, maybe by way of re-entry, you might want to look into a mushroom grow and try various doses. A heavy mushroom trip has some DMT aspects to it.

Might want to look into light ayahuasca brews also by way of introduction.

Also, maybe seeing if acacia root bark is procurable or starting your own grow at home.


One more thing: I'm no doctor or medical professional, but you mentioned health issues and possible upcoming surgery, etc. I suggest you be in tip-top health before trying a smoked dose of freebase DMT and/or before trying a stiff ayahuasca brew. DMT definitely elevates the blood pressure and heart rate and smoked doses can do this very very fast.

Also, beware mixing MAOI plants or brews with any medications you may be taking that have warnings about MAOI's. . . .

Okay, enough of my ranting. Looking forwarding to learning more about you and again, a warm welcome.