I have tears in my eyes this morning. Perhaps it is an MXE hangover. But, I sincerely feel it is the news. In particular, the situation in Japan.
As if an 8.9 earthquake and massive tsunammi resulting in 5-digit loss of life wasn't enough. Now we have this nightmarish and rapidly degrading nuclear situation. And it is flashbacks to Chernobyl, but the ante has been upped.
Remember the Chernobly heroes? The firefighers? I wish I knew some of their names. I really do.
Well, we've got these people in Japan now. And more to come.
Perhaps you have heard about the 50 or so plant workers who have been struggling in the dark (no power) and with minimal protection (gamma ray environment) to contain the situation. They had been removed for awhile, but are now being permitted to return. For a few minutes each. Then that's it. I'm not sure why.
They know they are going to die. One man sent a message to his wife encouraging her to have a good life and saying he would be at a plant for a long time to come - he does not expect that his corpse will be removable. I shudder to think why they cannot work more than a few minutes. Is it the pain? Are the burns causing parts of skin to slough off or orifices to bleed? Whatever it is, it is Hell on Earth. And these workers are doing what they need to do heroically and without complaint or thought for their own egos, bodies or futures.
I hear Japan has put out a call for volunteers.
I am going to be 43 soon. My husband is 61. We have no children and few real obligations. We have a bit of family on my side still alive that loves us and a number of friends. What if this had happened local to us?
I think we would seriously consider volunteering. I think about what this might mean. No time to "put our affairs into order" or take that final trip. A few phone calls, sheltering the cats, a note to the landlord, then report for duty. Do the duty and die in agony or make it to help and die in agony hours or days later, hopefully pumped full of morphine.
These are the kinds of scenarios we are used to reading in books and seeing on television. I don't want this to be real! But, I know it is as real as anything gets, ever.
I am crying now as I type this. I sincerely hope you are too.
I am very disturbed by the lack of empathy over all of this. I understand defense mechanisms, but we've had a week or so to let this sink in and and really consider what is going on.
I rant and rant about how I have been given a personal message by DMT - do not waste time, energy and money trying to save the world or start the revolution. Make conscientious, personal, individual interventions aimed at lessening suffering and increasing education.
These Japanese Heroes of Planet Earth are doing BOTH with their actions. And they are doing it with the conscious choice to give up their lives - and NOT via a quick or easy death, not at all.
I wish I could pray. I do what I can with my thoughts and actions and focused intentions. Won't you please join me? It's okay to feel this. It is important to remember what is happening and these important people who have chosen to make the ULTIMATE sacrifice.
Thank you for reading.
As if an 8.9 earthquake and massive tsunammi resulting in 5-digit loss of life wasn't enough. Now we have this nightmarish and rapidly degrading nuclear situation. And it is flashbacks to Chernobyl, but the ante has been upped.
Remember the Chernobly heroes? The firefighers? I wish I knew some of their names. I really do.
Well, we've got these people in Japan now. And more to come.
Perhaps you have heard about the 50 or so plant workers who have been struggling in the dark (no power) and with minimal protection (gamma ray environment) to contain the situation. They had been removed for awhile, but are now being permitted to return. For a few minutes each. Then that's it. I'm not sure why.
They know they are going to die. One man sent a message to his wife encouraging her to have a good life and saying he would be at a plant for a long time to come - he does not expect that his corpse will be removable. I shudder to think why they cannot work more than a few minutes. Is it the pain? Are the burns causing parts of skin to slough off or orifices to bleed? Whatever it is, it is Hell on Earth. And these workers are doing what they need to do heroically and without complaint or thought for their own egos, bodies or futures.
I hear Japan has put out a call for volunteers.
I am going to be 43 soon. My husband is 61. We have no children and few real obligations. We have a bit of family on my side still alive that loves us and a number of friends. What if this had happened local to us?
I think we would seriously consider volunteering. I think about what this might mean. No time to "put our affairs into order" or take that final trip. A few phone calls, sheltering the cats, a note to the landlord, then report for duty. Do the duty and die in agony or make it to help and die in agony hours or days later, hopefully pumped full of morphine.
These are the kinds of scenarios we are used to reading in books and seeing on television. I don't want this to be real! But, I know it is as real as anything gets, ever.
I am crying now as I type this. I sincerely hope you are too.
I am very disturbed by the lack of empathy over all of this. I understand defense mechanisms, but we've had a week or so to let this sink in and and really consider what is going on.
I rant and rant about how I have been given a personal message by DMT - do not waste time, energy and money trying to save the world or start the revolution. Make conscientious, personal, individual interventions aimed at lessening suffering and increasing education.
These Japanese Heroes of Planet Earth are doing BOTH with their actions. And they are doing it with the conscious choice to give up their lives - and NOT via a quick or easy death, not at all.
I wish I could pray. I do what I can with my thoughts and actions and focused intentions. Won't you please join me? It's okay to feel this. It is important to remember what is happening and these important people who have chosen to make the ULTIMATE sacrifice.
Thank you for reading.