Haha, look, no way this could be taken litteraly, fist off, i think that the condom would have broke off and all. Secondly, the idea that the girl was carrying an alien with 3 arms and the butt like a bee is non-sensical. That said... i had sex a couple of times with different girls on the peak of medium mushroom dose, at the comedown of large mushroom dose, right after a hard flash of dmt, i had a girl doing the blowjob thing while taking hits of dmt, ect. Been there done that. On one special occasion, on a medium mushroom dose, me and a then girlfriend where in almost complete darkness in a bed, to go deeper in the trip and everything. There were ''visuals'' everywhere of marriage scene and religious symbols, and a deep sens of an extra-gallactic presence from across the universe. It was exactly like if we were ''married'' by a galactic order, by some entites that we saw all the time on our trips... Get the picture? And then there were extreme sensual longing, so we fucked like we never did, it was crazy intense. And all the while the visual hyperspatial nature of things increased, and we where screaming stuff in glossolalia inspried language from hyperspace, there where thelepatic non-verbal communication between us and the entities. And we were revealed our '' true identity '' and the reason that we were made to be together. That was absolutly weird. Totally. The girl got pregnant. If not from this intercourse than from another one around those days. She got an abortion. Of course the fetus was a normal one. --- Another time, i had a newly found girl at my place, she never heard about DMT and was quite young.. But what the hell, she had already smoked some weed, did some speed and was really willing to do some unspeakable stuff with me. So, at 4 am after an intense night, i told her about DMT. I almost feel a feminine presence on DMT, some insectoid praying mantis biomechanical beast. Sometimes, i go in a '' hive '' and there is the supreme insect queen, or some '' workers'' introducing me to my insect/alein '' wife '', and there is intense sensual/sexual longing. But at the smae time, it's a little bit humiliating because i somehow understand that i had lots of '' intercourse '' in the past with the beast. For what purpose? Who knows? So... back to my story, i smoke some DMT, it's intense, i tought that i would die, i saw my life pass before my eyes, and the usual mechanic insect wife wants me to stay and , she also wants to learn from me, and they/she have a mission and something to '' get '' from me. Sound terrific, i tought that she would litteraly kill me, i almost died, lol, seriously. But i felt great on the comedown. Extremely great and erotic and all. The yound girl then smoke the stuff, she is able to smoke every substance under the sun so she had no trouble taking tree extremely large hits from the crack pipe. From my perspective, she is gone 5 minutes, breathing heavily, big smile on her face, with the body moving, she looks almost likes she is having a orgasm. So being adventurus, i took a small hit of what was left in the pipe while she was gone. OK, now. It's like if we have been together in the hive for a flash moment. And understood in the moment where we were from, why we were at this very place at the moment, and what was our mission, our true identity and that we had to send something to '' them ''. Some human experience. The mechanical insects are interressed and MADLY IN LOVE with us. So, we understood all, it was very clear, no need to speak. we where already kind of naked, so we got into some furious, and i mean furious sexual intercourse. The girl is like 85-90 pounds, real small. But she felt strong like it's impossible, and she was really unusually intense. And she was '' in control '', like the mechanical insects females. And the intercourse was different than a normal one, difficult to explain, no words, we where in a full blown DMT afterglow. We both had an orgasm at the same time. I tought i died. I had some dmt visuals coming back, unexplainable stuff. It's like if we were part of the alien realm, completly crazy man. And i felt ( like with shrooms) that some part of me was not human. In the sens that, i am born with a human body and mind, but some part of me is alien, and im ''sent'' here like many others to send back some human experiences to them and to establish a interspecie dialogue so they can learn from us, and us from them. --- Conslusion. So, i'm no wacko, but if i take all of this at face value... oh god. I have no firm belief or explanation about those reccurring themes and experiences. But at this point i dont really know. The more i take DMT and mushrooms, and i am injesting alot, think about mushrooms 2 times a month and dmt 3 times a week. The more i do this, the more i feel like i'm exploring earth rather than exploring hyperspace. :shock: The more i trip, the more that i feel that the real nature of things is in hyperspace and that my real identitie lie there and that i'm just here for a while. It's earth and the physical reality that i am visiting. And what the being tells me is : '' Live, Learn, Love, Send us some intense human emotions, teach us. '' Hehe, to me it translate as a general feeling of overall joy and fearlessness about life. I feel great. I do not fear the future. I fear death a little less. I do not make plans for the future endlessly and by so clouding my mind with horrible anxiety. I do party a lot, i work a lot, i meet lots of girls ( dmt has changed my relation to the anima in life, the feminine, drastically ) I enjoy life. An hyperspacial half breed baby? Why not. But i think he'll be human in everyway at the same time lol. Of course, no reptile eyes or elves ears or anything lol! it made me remember some lyrics from a marilyn manson song haha : all simple monkey with alien babies amphetamines for boys and crucifixes for ladys lol Edit : take all this with a grain of salt, i do not absolutly 100% believe firmly what i said, there is always a '' maybe '' , hell, i'm a sane man. :lol: