Opiyum
Rising Star
Tonight I introduced two friends to the wonder and joy of the almighty DMT. I was afraid of course of one or both of them having negative experiences because though my first experience was amazing I have had two bad experiences and I certainly didn't want them to go through that. Especially for their first time.
My fears were replaced by shear joy when I found that they both seemed to have the best experiences of their lives tonight or at the very least they both said it was by far the best experience with a drug in their lives.
Both of these two friends have been struggling in their lives just as I have have but in different ways. One was/is a heroin addict like me and has experienced a great deal of consequences because of his addiction. Far more than I have considering he spent two years in jail. He has been suicidal lately and tonight he actually cried because he was so happy. He felt tears running down his cheeks because of joy instead of the grief and despair he has become so used too.
The other has no problems with addiction though he does sometimes drink too much. He is a binge drinker but these last few years were bad for him for other reasons. His girlfriend left him and was able to bankrupt my friend over the last 2 years through a custody battle to the point that he was representing himself. In the end all of his hard work didn't pay off and he only has one week a month to seek his three year old girl grow up. Though he is my friend and I am biased it is clear to me because I am so close to him and know his X so well that she is not someone who should be raising this child. It's not that she isn't fit to do so it's just that one can easily see all the negativity that she is going to instill in this child. His X is childish, insecure, uneducated, judgemental and most of her emotions are a result of her life revolving around fear and not love. In any case this has been a bad year in which he has lost his child (for the most part) he was fired because of the economy from a job (they cited failure to wear his seatbelt as their reason for termination) he worked at for the last 8 years and therefore lost his home. He has been living with friends and has no other family to help support him. He has been living off the money in his 401K and it's running low. He was denied unemployment and even though he didn't willing break any rules of the corporation.
The smile on his face tonight was priceless. I am so happy for him. He had tried to smoke the spice a few weeks ago but was unable to handle the smoke and couldn't get a big enough hit. Tonight he succeeded and for a brief moment was relieved of all the pain he has been feeling over the last couple years. He said he realized that though times are tough for him he doesn't need to beat himself up and that worrying is pointless. I can only imagine what tonight did for him really but I know it was profound because of the expression on his face and just from the tone in his voice.
I haven't seem him enthusiastic about anything for a long time. Tonight I saw that life in him.
I love DMT and I love what it was able to do for my friends tonight. I had an amazing experience tonight too but that isn't the point of this thread.
My fears were replaced by shear joy when I found that they both seemed to have the best experiences of their lives tonight or at the very least they both said it was by far the best experience with a drug in their lives.
Both of these two friends have been struggling in their lives just as I have have but in different ways. One was/is a heroin addict like me and has experienced a great deal of consequences because of his addiction. Far more than I have considering he spent two years in jail. He has been suicidal lately and tonight he actually cried because he was so happy. He felt tears running down his cheeks because of joy instead of the grief and despair he has become so used too.
The other has no problems with addiction though he does sometimes drink too much. He is a binge drinker but these last few years were bad for him for other reasons. His girlfriend left him and was able to bankrupt my friend over the last 2 years through a custody battle to the point that he was representing himself. In the end all of his hard work didn't pay off and he only has one week a month to seek his three year old girl grow up. Though he is my friend and I am biased it is clear to me because I am so close to him and know his X so well that she is not someone who should be raising this child. It's not that she isn't fit to do so it's just that one can easily see all the negativity that she is going to instill in this child. His X is childish, insecure, uneducated, judgemental and most of her emotions are a result of her life revolving around fear and not love. In any case this has been a bad year in which he has lost his child (for the most part) he was fired because of the economy from a job (they cited failure to wear his seatbelt as their reason for termination) he worked at for the last 8 years and therefore lost his home. He has been living with friends and has no other family to help support him. He has been living off the money in his 401K and it's running low. He was denied unemployment and even though he didn't willing break any rules of the corporation.
The smile on his face tonight was priceless. I am so happy for him. He had tried to smoke the spice a few weeks ago but was unable to handle the smoke and couldn't get a big enough hit. Tonight he succeeded and for a brief moment was relieved of all the pain he has been feeling over the last couple years. He said he realized that though times are tough for him he doesn't need to beat himself up and that worrying is pointless. I can only imagine what tonight did for him really but I know it was profound because of the expression on his face and just from the tone in his voice.
I haven't seem him enthusiastic about anything for a long time. Tonight I saw that life in him.
I love DMT and I love what it was able to do for my friends tonight. I had an amazing experience tonight too but that isn't the point of this thread.
