wow that sounds terrible! This is how my first few experiences were due to my lack of knowledge and the poor quality of extract I had back then.
Everyone should have some herbs handy. Maybe try and find some that you could work with. You can make teas, occasionally smoke, cook, medicine. It's a rewarding hobby. You could find some herbs that are soothing and nice to smoke that work well with the spice (like the mints, menthols, mullein, cannabis, pau d'arco)
You can then sandwich the spice inbetween your favorite herbs and puff on them as you please in a pipe, a changa joint, or a bong.
The spice is the strangest of smokes...but you must get used to it, for it will take you far into the vast mysterious workings of this Universe!