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Hello everyone, my first post! very new to DMT and the forum.. i will be posting my report of DMT(breakthrough) very soon..
I have been experimenting with low doses for about a week. Can anyone tell me if the anxiety/heartrace gets worse with a breakthrough dose? or does it stay the same, but noy noticed due to the OOBE?
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12:00pm.
-okay mood, decided to eat 2.8g's dried toppings on a empty stomach.
Threw 'em back with some orange juice/vitamin c pill.
Went outside to smoke a bowl like normal to relax/prepare for the onset/coming up, after
the first couple hits i started to feel that uneasy uncomfortable feeling(stomach ach), but
quicker & more intense than ever before. The body high hit me after about 10min later,
i began to see the trees coming towards me & the porch sorta caving inn on me, very
claustrophobic like. This startled me so i ran inside & towards my room.. everything was
melting around me, & it felt like each foot step was sinking into the floor..everything
looked and felt so real. Once i made it into my room, i felt like turning the lights off,
but the coloers were still very intense, rainbow like, very swirly. More intense than any
acid visuals ive experienced thus far. I tryed to put some music on i-tunes to relax to,
but i couldnt find what i was browsing for. The alphabetized band names were just so
scrambled, my screen was so blurry, i started to hearing weird distorted noises/voices,
like generic effects straight out of a movie(indescribable). continuing trying to focus on finding a band, the next thing i remember is Incubus just starts playing.. their
album "Fungus Among Us".. i was like how the fuck did i get this album, but i liked it. If anything i gained from this trip, its that iam a huge incubus fan, and i used to hate them
(no reason except for i never gave them a chance and only heard the radio songs). The music was just awsome & related to me so much during my trip, like it new what i was feeling or
something, very hard to explain.
Then it hit me on the next level, at this point i have lost track of time.
..just trying to go with the flow.. i move over to sit down in this other chair by a fan i had blowing.
Right as i sat down i was shrunk, everything kinda panned down with me, like something outta alice in wonderland.
After this i started to feel like i was going into a bad trip, i kept telling myself several times that night to chill, its just a trip. The feelings i felt were indescribable, and oh so real.
So i just went with it as best as i could, what else was i supposed to do?
So i start feeling really nauseated & like im about to pass out, i think i came pretty close, my body was totally numb, i could see my legs shaking, i just sorta
mediatated/focused my chi to stop myself from puking.
It was like the air was being sucked out of the room, and colors/sound were replacing it.
Next thing i know i have hit the peak of my trip,I started thinking to myself holy shit, what have i done, the visualls were impossible to escape and so real, i could see my arm coming out of the side of my head, my face felt like it was caving in at times, sometimes i
felt like i was cut in half, no pain, just like i was born like that. I tryed not to look at myself, my hands were very small, and sometimes parts of me would dissapear. I actually started to not be able to handle it, i was scared/out of my mind, so i tryed my best to
chill, i new it was all a trip but that didnt help, because it was real at that point.
I stripped down to my boxers to escape the sudden heat i was feeling, turned on some fans, & passed out. Or so i thought..
I couldnt escape the intense visuals, i was constantly tossing/turning in my bed, & opening/shutting my eyes, either way i still could see everything, i started to have an Out of body experience, like i was floating above myself & i saw two of me controlling the temp in the room by adjusting the fans, so i would stay alive.
I started to get freaked out by the salvador dali/acid like visuals, i felt totally emerged in the "shroom world", my mind was lost/ on a journey if you will...
I was very dissconnected, minutes were taking hours, i just wanted it to end. The feelings/thoughts were indescribable, nothing i had ever imangined was possible.My whole life/memories were swirling all around me, reminding me of that life before now.
I began to think i was never going to snap out of it, & that i was gonna be stuck in the shroom world.
Next thing i remember is hearing the beatles, then alot of demonic sounds, i started to feel like i had passed on into a state of mind/death state. & i didnt care, the shrooms hit me in several waves, sometimes i felt terrified, other times i felt like it was what i
wanted, to be dead/in hell, it was what was supposed to happen, it felt right, i was dancing, laughing with everyone(their glow/spirits.(Now looking on it, i realized that what i experienced was a near death/re-birth.)
TOTAL EGO LOSS!!!
Then i started to think about family & things i love, WeatherRed(my band), ect.. I started not wanting to be so gone.
But i was just so deep into my journey & i couldnt fight it. I feared that they had already found my body a vegtable.
Then i started to hear heavenly sounds, i could swear to you now that there is a god. I felt it, i lived the eternal state of mind, i was saved from the horrors that were in front. I started to think i have to come out of this, and next thing i new i was getting
out of my bed, & was soo happy to be alive, very euporic, i seriously thought i was dead.
At this point it was about 5 oclock, & was just so happy & greatful for being alive &
surving my crazy ass experience.
It seemed like a lifetime.
I still had alot of energy & my mind was at a point were i was just thinking thinking thinking, still very numb, & had the body high, but i was definatly coming down.. it felt like a normal chill acid trip, just more earthy.
I drank a few beers still i felt sick, & stomach achy, smoked a bowl, watched the sun come up, heard the birds, left the door open(which i would never do! we live kinda in the ghetto) & passed out without a care.
Definatly an experience i will never forget, & has definatly changed my life.
Looking forward to the DMT i just bought, i know the breakthrough is going to be much like this, only shorter, stranger, and hopefully i can bring more info back, and return with a
clearer less fearful mind. I think my "okay mood" balanced out the good/evil, if i was in a great mood, i think yet still uncontrollable and intense, it would have been more freindly visions, and less of an "experiencing hell/heaven then death"... very weird..
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Can anyone tell me if this resembles a DMT trip? i know the duration is different, but i really feel like i was shown the "matrix"/fabric behind existance.. def. one of my sickest trips. I think they were a ecudorian strain. Thanks! happy trips!:d
:shock: :twisted:
also heres some art from my many acid trips, please tell me whatcha think guys!
Jerry Garcia!
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01596.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01359-1.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01358-1.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01502.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01499.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01329.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/l_324f946e9621576743b99eb5c95c1020.jpg">
I have been experimenting with low doses for about a week. Can anyone tell me if the anxiety/heartrace gets worse with a breakthrough dose? or does it stay the same, but noy noticed due to the OOBE?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
12:00pm.
-okay mood, decided to eat 2.8g's dried toppings on a empty stomach.
Threw 'em back with some orange juice/vitamin c pill.
Went outside to smoke a bowl like normal to relax/prepare for the onset/coming up, after
the first couple hits i started to feel that uneasy uncomfortable feeling(stomach ach), but
quicker & more intense than ever before. The body high hit me after about 10min later,
i began to see the trees coming towards me & the porch sorta caving inn on me, very
claustrophobic like. This startled me so i ran inside & towards my room.. everything was
melting around me, & it felt like each foot step was sinking into the floor..everything
looked and felt so real. Once i made it into my room, i felt like turning the lights off,
but the coloers were still very intense, rainbow like, very swirly. More intense than any
acid visuals ive experienced thus far. I tryed to put some music on i-tunes to relax to,
but i couldnt find what i was browsing for. The alphabetized band names were just so
scrambled, my screen was so blurry, i started to hearing weird distorted noises/voices,
like generic effects straight out of a movie(indescribable). continuing trying to focus on finding a band, the next thing i remember is Incubus just starts playing.. their
album "Fungus Among Us".. i was like how the fuck did i get this album, but i liked it. If anything i gained from this trip, its that iam a huge incubus fan, and i used to hate them
(no reason except for i never gave them a chance and only heard the radio songs). The music was just awsome & related to me so much during my trip, like it new what i was feeling or
something, very hard to explain.
Then it hit me on the next level, at this point i have lost track of time.
..just trying to go with the flow.. i move over to sit down in this other chair by a fan i had blowing.
Right as i sat down i was shrunk, everything kinda panned down with me, like something outta alice in wonderland.
After this i started to feel like i was going into a bad trip, i kept telling myself several times that night to chill, its just a trip. The feelings i felt were indescribable, and oh so real.
So i just went with it as best as i could, what else was i supposed to do?
So i start feeling really nauseated & like im about to pass out, i think i came pretty close, my body was totally numb, i could see my legs shaking, i just sorta
mediatated/focused my chi to stop myself from puking.
It was like the air was being sucked out of the room, and colors/sound were replacing it.
Next thing i know i have hit the peak of my trip,I started thinking to myself holy shit, what have i done, the visualls were impossible to escape and so real, i could see my arm coming out of the side of my head, my face felt like it was caving in at times, sometimes i
felt like i was cut in half, no pain, just like i was born like that. I tryed not to look at myself, my hands were very small, and sometimes parts of me would dissapear. I actually started to not be able to handle it, i was scared/out of my mind, so i tryed my best to
chill, i new it was all a trip but that didnt help, because it was real at that point.
I stripped down to my boxers to escape the sudden heat i was feeling, turned on some fans, & passed out. Or so i thought..
I couldnt escape the intense visuals, i was constantly tossing/turning in my bed, & opening/shutting my eyes, either way i still could see everything, i started to have an Out of body experience, like i was floating above myself & i saw two of me controlling the temp in the room by adjusting the fans, so i would stay alive.
I started to get freaked out by the salvador dali/acid like visuals, i felt totally emerged in the "shroom world", my mind was lost/ on a journey if you will...
I was very dissconnected, minutes were taking hours, i just wanted it to end. The feelings/thoughts were indescribable, nothing i had ever imangined was possible.My whole life/memories were swirling all around me, reminding me of that life before now.
I began to think i was never going to snap out of it, & that i was gonna be stuck in the shroom world.
Next thing i remember is hearing the beatles, then alot of demonic sounds, i started to feel like i had passed on into a state of mind/death state. & i didnt care, the shrooms hit me in several waves, sometimes i felt terrified, other times i felt like it was what i
wanted, to be dead/in hell, it was what was supposed to happen, it felt right, i was dancing, laughing with everyone(their glow/spirits.(Now looking on it, i realized that what i experienced was a near death/re-birth.)
TOTAL EGO LOSS!!!
Then i started to think about family & things i love, WeatherRed(my band), ect.. I started not wanting to be so gone.
But i was just so deep into my journey & i couldnt fight it. I feared that they had already found my body a vegtable.
Then i started to hear heavenly sounds, i could swear to you now that there is a god. I felt it, i lived the eternal state of mind, i was saved from the horrors that were in front. I started to think i have to come out of this, and next thing i new i was getting
out of my bed, & was soo happy to be alive, very euporic, i seriously thought i was dead.
At this point it was about 5 oclock, & was just so happy & greatful for being alive &
surving my crazy ass experience.
It seemed like a lifetime.
I still had alot of energy & my mind was at a point were i was just thinking thinking thinking, still very numb, & had the body high, but i was definatly coming down.. it felt like a normal chill acid trip, just more earthy.
I drank a few beers still i felt sick, & stomach achy, smoked a bowl, watched the sun come up, heard the birds, left the door open(which i would never do! we live kinda in the ghetto) & passed out without a care.
Definatly an experience i will never forget, & has definatly changed my life.
Looking forward to the DMT i just bought, i know the breakthrough is going to be much like this, only shorter, stranger, and hopefully i can bring more info back, and return with a
clearer less fearful mind. I think my "okay mood" balanced out the good/evil, if i was in a great mood, i think yet still uncontrollable and intense, it would have been more freindly visions, and less of an "experiencing hell/heaven then death"... very weird..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Can anyone tell me if this resembles a DMT trip? i know the duration is different, but i really feel like i was shown the "matrix"/fabric behind existance.. def. one of my sickest trips. I think they were a ecudorian strain. Thanks! happy trips!:d
:shock: :twisted: also heres some art from my many acid trips, please tell me whatcha think guys!
Jerry Garcia!
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01596.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01359-1.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01358-1.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01502.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01499.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/DSC01329.jpg">
<img src="http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c73/modsquad09/l_324f946e9621576743b99eb5c95c1020.jpg">