skizocreep
satan
I had a freaky experience the other day, i had eaten 30 grams of fresh cubes (shrooms) i was enjoying my trip when i decided to smoke some rue seeds. It enhanced my visuals a bit and gave me a sedative effect; nice!
About 15 mins later i smoked some change, wow it hit me right away. Visuals like a 5 hit acid trip,
then i closed my eyes to see the most amazing scene of fractal patterns, geometric shapes morphing.
Than i lost time, space, i had no idea who i was, where i was, i looked down to see my hands were
Alien-like it was crazy as hell! Next thing i remember i was looking at my monitor wondering
what the hell just happen to me?
I stood up and started pacing the house trying to make sense of this; i laid on my bed and
realized there was crazy loud sounds like jets flying over me and the feeling something was going to hit
me, like i wanted to dive to the ground. I started getting worried i was going nuts and id never come back
I started pacing again and breathing deep and slow to calm myself cause i am getting very stressed out,
my mind is attacking me with thoughts of, you’re going crazy you will never be the same. The sounds and thoughts went on while i paced back and forth but what i noticed is when i stopped the sounds and thoughts amplified it was mental hell!
Over the next 10 mins it started to die down and i realized it was just the change. I was trying to think
what the hell did i take to do this to me? I was freakin hard core, this all happen over 30 minutes.
I was so humbled by the experience, for a minute i did not want to touch an entheogen again until
i came to my senses and realized this needed to happen in my entheogenic career. I think it was the
rue that did it mixed with the mushies, i will not be doing that combo any time soon.
About 15 mins later i smoked some change, wow it hit me right away. Visuals like a 5 hit acid trip,
then i closed my eyes to see the most amazing scene of fractal patterns, geometric shapes morphing.
Than i lost time, space, i had no idea who i was, where i was, i looked down to see my hands were
Alien-like it was crazy as hell! Next thing i remember i was looking at my monitor wondering
what the hell just happen to me?
I stood up and started pacing the house trying to make sense of this; i laid on my bed and
realized there was crazy loud sounds like jets flying over me and the feeling something was going to hit
me, like i wanted to dive to the ground. I started getting worried i was going nuts and id never come back
I started pacing again and breathing deep and slow to calm myself cause i am getting very stressed out,
my mind is attacking me with thoughts of, you’re going crazy you will never be the same. The sounds and thoughts went on while i paced back and forth but what i noticed is when i stopped the sounds and thoughts amplified it was mental hell!
Over the next 10 mins it started to die down and i realized it was just the change. I was trying to think
what the hell did i take to do this to me? I was freakin hard core, this all happen over 30 minutes.
I was so humbled by the experience, for a minute i did not want to touch an entheogen again until
i came to my senses and realized this needed to happen in my entheogenic career. I think it was the
rue that did it mixed with the mushies, i will not be doing that combo any time soon.