thecosmicjoke
Esteemed member
I am open to discussion, but my page is mainly to document my own experiences. This one will be rather lackluster. I’ve had countless psychedelic experiences, probably in the 200 range at this point. This biggest shame is that I don’t document them, and it leads to my forgetting of them.
I woke this morning to do DMT, following an unsettling experience from the night before. I have been fasting since 3pm yesterday. The entire experience today amounted to basically forgetting the entire thing. It was odd, because I was feeling the effects of the DMT but getting no visuals at all. I kept pulling from my machine because I could not tell if it was working. Then, before I know it, I was deep in a psychedelic void. I had forgotten how I’d gotten there, and realized that something so powerful must have happened that I forgot it.
It is clear right now that I am sick, and have been for quite awhile. I began fasting because my first DMT experience of last night showed me this gross sick energy coming off of me that spreads to others. I know I’ve been sick, and I fill my body with bad food. I feel mentally unhealthy. This is not the first time DMT has said this in the last month. And so, I am fasting, hoping to rid whatever bacteria or mucus I may have. I have woken up for months now to my stomach aching and in pain, and I have lost 15 pounds in a short span of time.
This will be my first fast in quite awhile, at least 6 months. Something has to be done. I can’t be sick anymore.
Love to anyone who reads.
I woke this morning to do DMT, following an unsettling experience from the night before. I have been fasting since 3pm yesterday. The entire experience today amounted to basically forgetting the entire thing. It was odd, because I was feeling the effects of the DMT but getting no visuals at all. I kept pulling from my machine because I could not tell if it was working. Then, before I know it, I was deep in a psychedelic void. I had forgotten how I’d gotten there, and realized that something so powerful must have happened that I forgot it.
It is clear right now that I am sick, and have been for quite awhile. I began fasting because my first DMT experience of last night showed me this gross sick energy coming off of me that spreads to others. I know I’ve been sick, and I fill my body with bad food. I feel mentally unhealthy. This is not the first time DMT has said this in the last month. And so, I am fasting, hoping to rid whatever bacteria or mucus I may have. I have woken up for months now to my stomach aching and in pain, and I have lost 15 pounds in a short span of time.
This will be my first fast in quite awhile, at least 6 months. Something has to be done. I can’t be sick anymore.
Love to anyone who reads.