Sim's story...

[Sim Sallah B]

Hi folks, I'm Sim, I'm Dutch so please pardon my French.

First of all I would like to thank the whole lot out here for all the knowledge and experiances shared on this website, the way it is set up and moderated, well done, very sensible.

So what got me here and why should I be doing this stuff ?

Actually I do not wish to elaborate on that for now, to keep it short;
Fear.
I am standing on the verge of getting it on and I need a little push.
So I am planning to push myself a bit to overcome my fear of crossing that border.
"It" usually hits me unexpected and very sudden so it tends to freak me out a bit and I loose my "trance state" and the trip to Electric Ladyland is cancelled.
I figured a small hit of the spice would do the trick for me, a little kick in the butt so to speak.

"Free your mind and your ass will follow" ... The other way around might work as well :idea:

I do not really have a "drug history" besides doing mushrooms a couple of times and smoking "the occasional" joint, they can be nice "Tools" to help you recover lost ability's by showing you actually have them.

With the knowledge found on this site I started an X on 50gr Mimosa, with results and now it is in the proces of purification and slow recrystalisation to give me some nice clean crystals, no stinky's here.
I am very much enjoying the process of preparation, the focus is to make something beautifull.
Also I made a little "Machine" so I figure I have a reasonble chance of "Getting the trick done" evapping 15 mg and "Meet the Labyrinths"

So, thanks everyone ! Wisdom to you all...



I might keep you posted, I might turn to silence I figure

 

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Welcome to the DMT-Nexus Sim Sallah B.

Fear in this case is as healthy as it is unnecessary. I know, it's hard not to be afraid as you transition into another dimension. Some people can get over that, though.

That's cool that you are extracting and enjoying the process. It's very cool. It taught me a lot and got me into amateur chemistry.

15mg is still a small dose. Start there and work your way up to above 50 when you feel the time is right.

See you around the forums

 

[Sim Sallah B]

Hi House,

Thanks for the welcome !

The fear I mentioned has nothing to do with the planned dmt experience, there is only some healthy pre flight anxiety but I'm ok with that. I'm preparing for some while now and the proces of extracting and learning the chemics I see as building up to the experience itself.

Some years ago my life changed, years of study payed of and 'things' started to happen, I will not go into detail about the 'things' for now, let's just say "the World is a very interesting place"
For some time now a 'new thing' presented itself, a very interesting 'thing' .. at times I start to hear weird loud tones, my body starts violently 'buzzing' like I am all electric and time and space distortions start to occur... this usually of happens in a 10 sec flash.
Everytime this happens I am not prepared for this and it kinda freaks me out, and uuuhm it makes me kinda shut up or talking in riddles I usually don't share this information about myself but here I feel somewhat comfortable with it.

That fear of crossing that border is the fear I am planning to overcome using a small dose of spice in my private enviroment at a time that I feel ready for it.

From that I'll just see what happens, I hope it works like a trigger for further exploration of the realms being presented to me in this way.

Now my focus is on the extraction proces that is still in progress, I do not yet have the result that I am aiming for, so more studying to do.


Greetings, Sim.

 

[Sim Sallah B]

Oh wow ! ... Look at what the cat brought in today !

(files attached to this post, I'll see if I can make the pictures visible in this post later)

 

[Sim Sallah B]

Ah wonderfull, pics show up automaticly.

This is the result of my 1st extraction, 1st re-X.
And my "Golden Boy"

I had it evaporate real slow in a unheated room with a lid on leaving just a very small gap.
Now I have it at room temp covered by coffeefilter and leave it to dry for some time.
A friend of my cat visited yesterday :d and he brought a nice cam, so now I have some good quality pictures.

Cheers, Sim.