Hi psychanaut,

Welcome to the Nexus.  .  You have come to the right place.  Nexus enjoys cutting edge and ongoing superior programming skills of the owner of this site (The Traveler), including recent switching to the .me domain name.  Protecting your privacy and annonymity are built into Nexus.  If you are still nervous you could add an onion layer, like TOR.

Again welcome, .  Finally, heh, another middle aged (hope that's not insulting in any way) woman.  I've kind of been waiting.  I've been a statistical outlier here for a long time.  I'm glad this is no longer the case.

Your intro intrigued me as I resonated with the hints you dropped.  I am 43, have had problems with empathy, have had powerful, mystical experiences with tryptamines, LSD, ibogaine, etc., am a medical cannabis patient, etc.

I really hope that you will feel comfortable here as I personally would love "hear your voice," i.e. see your posts.

I'd also like to invite you to join some of us regular nuts in the Chat - there's a link at the top of the page.  It is an interesting and unique place.  It can be fast, hectic and changing, slow as molasses,  entheogenic, intellectual, philosophical, political, extremely supportive during difficult experiences and afterwards and just plain ole' hilarious at times.

Regardless, hope to see you around and I cannot welcome you enough.