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Hello psychanaut,

I am no expert on internet security/annonymity but TOR project seems to be the way to go. Here is a link with a lot more information and free downloads. The Tor Project | Privacy & Freedom Online

btw, this was also the first Forum I ever joined and Nexus chat was the first internet chat room I had been in since the mid 1990's. Nexus is a special place.

I also feel very lucky to have made it this far. Every day I wake up is a gift. I could list dates I was supposed to die, dates when others died. It is quite sobering. Yet also intoxicating, . . . this gravy time. Yet part of me has come to think that if one lives long enough one will always have one or more close calls . . . . I'm not sure.

There is an entire ibogaine subforum here, including experience reports. My ibogaine experience was amazing - I did not know such a thing was possible. I will be integrating it for the rest of my life. It was my personal Eleusian Mysteries, a once in a lifetime event. Turns out I'm very, very sensitive to this particular entheogen. Here is my report:
[URL unfurl="true"]https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=18604[/URL]

Your NDE is amazing and harrowing to read. In your intro to the story you imply that it converted you away from at least some sort of traditional view of God, though I am wondering what your new view is, given what you saw and this truck driver you met. Fascinating. Feel free to disregard or not answer if this is too personal a question.

It sounds like you're on pretty close terms with death (sorry if this is inappropriate - I'm a bit odd) . . . Congratulations on surviving cancer and I was deeply sorry to read about the loss of your husband.

Finally, having lived closely with my brother and step sister for 11 months while they raised an extremely active 2 year old, I cannot begin to describe the great admiration I feel for your being a single parent in these multiply trying times.

<blockquote data-quote="Pandora" data-source="post: 3462798" data-attributes="member: 8">Hello psychanaut,I am no expert on internet security/annonymity but TOR project seems to be the way to go.&nbsp; Here is a link with a lot more information and free downloads.&nbsp; <a href="https://www.torproject.org/download/download.html.en" target="_blank">The Tor Project | Privacy &amp; Freedom Online</a>btw, this was also the first Forum I ever joined and Nexus chat was the first internet chat room I had been in since the mid 1990&#039;s.&nbsp; Nexus is a special place.I also feel very lucky to have made it this far.&nbsp; Every day I wake up is a gift.&nbsp; I could list dates I was supposed to die, dates when others died.&nbsp; It is quite sobering.&nbsp; Yet also intoxicating, . . . this gravy time.&nbsp; Yet part of me has come to think that if one lives long enough one will always have one or more close calls . . . . I&#039;m not sure.&nbsp; <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite8" alt=":D" title="Big grin&nbsp; &nbsp; :D" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":D" />There is an entire ibogaine subforum here, including experience reports.&nbsp; My ibogaine experience was amazing - I did not know such a thing was possible.&nbsp; I will be integrating it for the rest of my life.&nbsp; It was my personal Eleusian Mysteries, a once in a lifetime event.&nbsp; Turns out I&#039;m very, very sensitive to this particular entheogen.&nbsp; Here is my report:[URL unfurl=&quot;true&quot;]https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&amp;t=18604[/URL]Your NDE is amazing and harrowing to read.&nbsp; In your intro to the story you imply that it converted you away from at least some sort of traditional view of God, though I am wondering what your new view is, given what you saw and this truck driver you met.&nbsp; Fascinating.&nbsp; Feel free to disregard or not answer if this is too personal a question.It sounds like you&#039;re on pretty close terms with death (sorry if this is inappropriate - I&#039;m a bit odd) . . . Congratulations on surviving cancer and I was deeply sorry to read about the loss of your husband.Finally, having lived closely with my brother and step sister for 11 months while they raised an extremely active 2 year old, I cannot begin to describe the great admiration I feel for your being a single parent in these multiply trying times.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Pandora, post: 3462798, member: 8"] Hello psychanaut, I am no expert on internet security/annonymity but TOR project seems to be the way to go. Here is a link with a lot more information and free downloads. [URL="https://www.torproject.org/download/download.html.en"]The Tor Project | Privacy & Freedom Online[/URL] btw, this was also the first Forum I ever joined and Nexus chat was the first internet chat room I had been in since the mid 1990's. Nexus is a special place. I also feel very lucky to have made it this far. Every day I wake up is a gift. I could list dates I was supposed to die, dates when others died. It is quite sobering. Yet also intoxicating, . . . this gravy time. Yet part of me has come to think that if one lives long enough one will always have one or more close calls . . . . I'm not sure. :D There is an entire ibogaine subforum here, including experience reports. My ibogaine experience was amazing - I did not know such a thing was possible. I will be integrating it for the rest of my life. It was my personal Eleusian Mysteries, a once in a lifetime event. Turns out I'm very, very sensitive to this particular entheogen. Here is my report: [URL unfurl="true"]https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=18604[/URL] Your NDE is amazing and harrowing to read. In your intro to the story you imply that it converted you away from at least some sort of traditional view of God, though I am wondering what your new view is, given what you saw and this truck driver you met. Fascinating. Feel free to disregard or not answer if this is too personal a question. It sounds like you're on pretty close terms with death (sorry if this is inappropriate - I'm a bit odd) . . . Congratulations on surviving cancer and I was deeply sorry to read about the loss of your husband. Finally, having lived closely with my brother and step sister for 11 months while they raised an extremely active 2 year old, I cannot begin to describe the great admiration I feel for your being a single parent in these multiply trying times. [/QUOTE]