Absolutely!  I've been there a number of times and have always felt I had crossed the line too far and was no longer to be returning to the world of normal consciousness or material life as I knew it.  I honestly cannot say if I am thankful or regretful that I did not merge fully into the Eye of Eternity.  That being said, on an extremely personal level, I am most thankful and grateful for my physical existence and want to make the very most of this present incarnation.  

  Still, I believe when we are on the brink of a permanent transition from one transient life to another...  we are the most alive!!!  Like yourself, I am excited to have another seasoned soul join the fold, so to speak.  The Nexus is not the only game in town but I find the members to be honest, brilliant and quite open to ideological exchanges.  Sure, sometimes most debative but always true blue to their convictions.  Sister Seeker is a fine addition to this unique family of earthlings, eh?  8)