Madcapv2 - Believe it or not, I looked around, and the best place I could find, with the best shipping, was Ebay! They've got all sorts of seeds there, and I found someone who was selling both Cebil and HBWR (the latter of which I have yet to try). Clearly, at least the Cebil seeds are of some good quality!
Evening Glory - love the name, by the way! I'm perfectly comfortable not using SWIM - it feels awkward. I just know some forums get paranoid about that kind of stuff, and I've had posts deleted elsewhere just for mentioning things bordering on questionable!
I've never actually felt physically ill from any psychoactive substance I've tried - though I've shied away from some because I worry about it, not because I don't believe "la purga" is a useful experience, but because my living situations unfortunately require me to be discrete with my experimentation. Generally, though, I'm pretty sensitive to anything consciousness-altering, so my mind starts getting unhappy long before I've consumed enough for my body to mind.
I definitely look forward to trying some more Cebil, and using larger amounts (have you ever "broken through" by smoking it? What I felt tonight was lovely, but certainly kept at least one and a half feet on the ground the whole time... I've never really been in a setting safe enough that I could go for a breakthrough on any substance, sadly.) No more Cebil tonight though - I've made myself some Kava and plan on taking it easy tonight
Tomorrow I was thinking about trying my first HBWR seed (just one, to test the waters) but maybe I'll try the rest of the Cebil I've prepared first? It's just about another seed, maybe one and a half. I'll see how it goes. As for the snuff, it's certainly an interesting thought, but I'm kind of afraid of damaging my nasal passages with that sort of physical invasion, and besides that, I don't like pain!
Oh! By the way, do you know how I go about getting access to the rest of the forums here? There are some awesome discussions going on that I'd love to take part it - my restriction to the nursery makes me visit here less often than I'd like, actually