So gentle so beautiful no fear

[thick-light]

I had a scarey experience on some spice yesterday so I went to my Shaman's house and sat in the blueberry bushes, and puffed many times.

Each time took me further than the last and comfort encapseled me, as the leaf faces meditated with me as the atoms of my friends body began to swirl as if I was seeing reality on the quantunm level.

My purpose was strong in both instances, and I did reconnect with one of my guides, but the sparkling reindeer that carry soul extractions stayed on the edges of my vision.

My shaman did another set of soul retrievals on me and I think even Sandra Ingerman might have to reconnect with my Shaman to possibly learn the more advanced techniques of my Shaman.

We did fire and it was very grounding prior to the puffing. Although I must admit it was very strange having soul parts blown into my body via the aperture of Bramin, on DMT.

Overall the fear is gone and I only have a deep respect for the states of metaphysical space I encountered on my journey.

I'm glad I saw my sea turtle I just don't understand why the deer kept their distance. does anyone have guides? And has anyone ever had their guides linger on the outskirts of vision? They seemed happy and extra sparkly.

When I did my first soul extractions they carried different souls from me to the eye of bliss. Having them pulled from my energy body lightened my load and I felt like I could finally let go of behaviors that were coming from "outside me".

The clarity I have awoken to this morning is amazing and I feel likwe something vital was returned during our session.

The fear respect thing is so important and I thank everyone who helped me when I felt confused. You kids are great!!!!:thumb_up:

 

[magickalex]

very intersting, thick-light.

tho could you explain what you mean here

"My shaman did another set of soul retrievals on me and I think even Sandra Ingerman might have to reconnect with my Shaman to possibly learn the more advanced techniques of my Shaman.

We did fire and it was very grounding prior to the puffing. Although I must admit it was very strange having soul parts blown into my body via the aperture of Bramin, on DMT."

we have similar interests it seems. i look forward to using this substance for further journeying. i'm interestied in techniques used to navigate, classify and communicate in the hyperspacial world. shamanism seems to have it covered

 

[thick-light]

Sorry for the late response.

Soul Extractions are performed when one has other souls when they have imbedded themselves in one's energy body. They can make one do things one wouldn't do because they represent their needs/wants and by having them removed, and one must forgive and let go of them in an apolegetic, empatheric and a sincere bond/promise to take them back to the eye of bliss, which is where the deer come in, you can see them running through the cold and taking them back to where they were supposed to go. My shaman has done this to me in the past, after being a heroin abuser for a while, and I believe that kind of addiction lets your guard down and those who are to scared, guilty, or remorseful etc... about going to the eye/tunnel of light, can invade your energy body and create anger, cloudiness, and sometimes good things. The first time their were 9. 5 of which we cast out in a fire ceremony because they were bad and malicous souls.

Sandra Ingerman is a shaman who only performs soul retrievals. The Shaman I go to studied with her and he performs extractions as well, but during the soul retrieval process the shaman lays down beside you after chaotic breathing and drumming which induce trance. He then, through his guides readies the parts to be reintegrated blows them back into you, then you spend your morning and evening fire/meditation/cultivation reintegrating them into your soul.

During traumatic experiences parts of your soul may leave to avoid damageand the shaman can bring these back to you after his guides have made it clear they are ready to return.
When this happens the shaman then blows the parts back into the Aperture of Brahmin which is located on the top of your head (the last bones to harden).

I usually do these ceremonies straight, so it was weird on DMT because I could feel them entering and reenergizing me.

The fire ceremony is a way to cleanse the energy body and paint up with the pure flame energy. A certain brand of candles are used in a certain configuration.

It's a real old ceremony that has grown with science, but one can do it without the invocations and the candles. I've been performing it for the last three years and have reached a point where sitting next to a fire does it with just the presence of me and a fire.

The guides are the upline the trusted spirits that can do anything from talk to cancer that someone has, (cancer is a living thing), so why can't one convince it to let go of its grasp on someone, or to point out entities that have no malicous intent, who want to help or show you something.

If your interested in the fire ceremony I might share it but the invocation and the ritual is very important until you can just be by a flame and make it happen. It was taught to me in secrecy and his guides made sure it was okay to teach it to me.

We're all ready at differenrt times, and I don't know where your at but it offers protection when entering extreme metaphysical realities.

The Shaman I see was a very successful architect, he is now retired, after teaching as thehead of his department for 25 of the 40 years he taught. He knows how to build from the ground up, and we all know how important the foundation is!

I don't know what else to write, if you have any further questions ask.

 

[scudge]

I had my spirit guide turn his back to me once, due to me interrupting what seemed to be some type of spirit guide meeting. I was set behind him like a pet dog on his masters leash, listening to these spirits gathered in a circle. Its almost as if we're their pets or puppets in the grand scheme of things. While I was cast away from this circle, I felt myself being flooded with the usual why questions that seem to always flood my mind during hyperspace, Why us, why the universe type stuff. I've even been nicknamed the why man in hyperspace. Its strange as soon as why is conjured during a hyperspace visit I'm usually escorted out shortly one level at a time, descending after my cosmic fit. So I always try to remind myself to keep an open mind and let go of my usual human thoughts.

 

[Bill Cipher]

I'm really happy for you that you were able to go back and face down your fears. I often find that I'm greatly rewarded when I venture back after a tough one.

I have to say though that your references to your shaman and this soul extraction business bring out the cynic in me. Does your shaman charge you to sit down in the garden and smoke spice in his presence? Is this the same shaman who introduced you initially and then left you to go on your way and load up way more than you could handle? Did he sell it to you and then send you home with it?

All I'm saying is that there is an enormous world of wonders inside your very own head. Why the need for an intermediary to filter or legitimize the experience? It's you in there, it's all you. If a 3rd party performing a wallet extraction or giving it to you in the ass chakra makes the experience somehow more complete, god bless, but it's you who are doing the work in there. Don't sell yourself (or the experience) short.

 

[○]

I'm really happy for you that you were able to go back and face down your fears. I often find that I'm greatly rewarded when I venture back after a tough one.

I have to say though that your references to your shaman and this soul extraction business bring out the cynic in me. Does your shaman charge you to sit down in the garden and smoke spice in his presence? Is this the same shaman who introduced you initially and then left you to go on your way and load up way more than you could handle? Did he sell it to you and then send you home with it?

All I'm saying is that there is an enormous world of wonders inside your very own head. Why the need for an intermediary to filter or legitimize the experience? It's you in there, it's all you. If a 3rd party performing a wallet extraction or giving it to you in the ass chakra makes the experience somehow more complete, god bless, but it's you who are doing the work in there. Don't sell yourself (or the experience) short.

:thumb_up: Well put sir. I was wondering this also.

 

[thick-light]

You should read about soul retrieval and soul extraction it's a fascinating subject.

The shaman I see is drug free and induces trance states through drumming dancing chaotic breathing etc...

The trust I have with him is well and just being near him is like wearing a parachute. I have an Alaskan Malamute and sometimes her presence is all i need to feel safe and well.

I scared myself traumatically and wanted to speak with him about it. After we prepared I took a walk and ended up in his garden by the blueberries. I felt so calm i just had to get back on the horse and let come what may.

I know shamanism can seem archaic but they are the doctors of the soul, and we could all use a realignment every so often.

I'm just happy I found my turtle and restored my upline!

 

[magickalex]

i really think it is a privelidge to have a trusted somone who is more experienced in nonphysical realms like a shaman, or other spiritual teacher to help guide us at times.

however i do not have anyone in my area that i know of with this expertise.

but i am very interested in the fire technique.

its cool that you are able to actually feel these shaman techniques direct effects when under the DMT trance.
it's similar to stuff i was wanting to experiment around with.

 

[Bill Cipher]

All good. I meant no offense.

 

[thick-light]

WOW thanks for all the responses!

The shaman's job is to help one heal from traumatic experiences. The shaman is the experienced spirit walker and I believe that one of the main reasons people have bad experiences on big medicine is because of the lack of one.

I know most of you know how big medicine is used in other cultures, respect and ritual performed with purpose and good intent, regulated by the shaman who knows when and how much to give to a person and what that person needs to follow up with.

The shaman I am friends with has shown me amazing things when I wasn't on any entheogens. Those experiences made me see the world in a different way and changed me for the better.
I got well!!!!

I know particular belief systems are sometimes constraining and archaic ideas can seem like mumbo jumbo, but I was told something by an important spirit. "Be a skeptic and believe", I thought about this for a few months before I realized that what to be skeptical of is the important part of understanding this statement.

Perhaps it was a placebo effect that healed me during our first 20 sessions or so, but it might have been as real as my mind made it.

I know everyone doesn't believe in some of the things I do and that's okay. I just know what I saw and felt when I sent souls back to "god" or whatever you'd like to call it.
When they spoke through me during the sessions I had sensations that I could not explain.

One soul that was with me from the time I was 10 or so was a young girl named Emma. she was so scared to go back and as the benefits of leaving me were explained I never felt so much fear and I was crying her tears and relaying details I could never have known about this soul and her family.

I honestly believe that some souls are scared to leave this material world, some died too young and didn't understand, or held on too tight to earthly matters, or did something that was heinous and felt they would never be forgiven.

When one puts oneself in an unguarded state such as channeling the collective conscious or being too trusting during psychedelic experiences, or abusing their mind body and spirit, other souls that haven't left yet can attach themselves to one's energy body.

I also think that just maybe these lost souls pick a host that might one day help them
return to the eye of bliss.

If anyone is interested in soul retrieval or soul extraction, which is just the tip of a big core Shamanism iceberg. You can read Soul Retrieval by Sandra Ingerman.

The incorporation of a shaman guide when entering altered states
is something we as a culture don't give much credit too, but I think is of vital importance. Before we had western medicine, whole cultures depended on the Shaman and his "Traditional Medicine", Modern doctors are the new kids on the block and if the spirit isn't healed how can one's body be healed, they are in my mind inseperable.

I'm just happy that there are still a few people out there who have the vision and can help those who are damaged restore themselves to a vibrant state. :thumb_up: