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So. This must be what death is like....

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SpiritWalker

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Last night SWIM had his first experience with freebase DMT and must say... HOOOOOOLY SHIT! WAY MORE INTENSE than ayahuasca (but that may be because of how SWIM brewed it).

To begin, SWIM did his first lazymans pull yesterday and wound up spilling the first batch of naptha all over the counter. Then he did a second pull and got about 1.5 grams of YELLOW goo. SWIM thought this was not right and it should be white so he thought he ruined the batch. After further research he realized that it is yellow DMT crystals and he was very pleased with his first pull.

Swim wasn't sure how to smoke it so after a bit of research he decided to take a pinch of tobacco (since hydro would potentially cloud the experience) and put it over the herb. Then keeping the flame about a 4th of an inch away from the spice he heated it up.

The first experience was mild with some wall breathing and blacklight posters started becoming 3-D. Then the ayahuasca type relaxation came over him and he layed down listening to the drumming of a shaman.

SWIM went to get his wife to try it and she took about an hour to get ready to relax. So this gave SWIM another opportunity to try more. This time the effects were much harder but SWIM kept smoking more. Opened eyed visuals were pretty crazy but closed eyed visuals were these "complex geometrical patterns" (as Joe Rogan states). Then, like a fuse on dynamite was lit, the bowl was hit, the fuse was lit and there was this crackling sound, then this explosion.

Suddenly SWIM was blasted into a dimension of twirling triangular waves of energy, he was twirling and falling through this field but wasn't getting dizzy. SWIM had to remind himself to enjoy the ride several times as it was very intense. The first thing he thought was "This must be what death is like".

Then SWIM started questioning what was happening. Did SWIM die? Then a calmness, "it doesn't matter, just enjoy the ride".

As SWIM put his hands over his eyes they suddenly melted together and there was no distinction between the two. Then total disconnection with the body like SWIM has never experienced before. Swim could feel the higher plane of existence and realized that this world is not real. It's a simulation, like the Matrix. It doesn't matter what you leave behind, it only matters what you take with you from experience. If you make others experiences positive, you will take that positive energy with you. If you're the type who always brings misery and gloom to people, you will take that with you.

Then SWIM started getting anxious. He was looking for the reptilian entities and the machine elves but found nothing. There was nothing but this space of darkness lit by these triangles of energy that surrounded him.

As SWIM returned he layed down on the floor and became relaxed again. The vortex slowly fading to geometric patterns and he felt his body once again. He smoked another hit, only to prolong the relaxation and after glow then smoked a bowl of hydro and slept so peacefully.
 
Awesome thanks for sharing! No need to look for or expect to see entities, they will find you, I'm sure. Also, not everyone sees them.
 
" It doesn't matter what you leave behind, it only matters what you take with you from experience. " nice
 
Garulfo said:
Nice report.

Did SWIM die? Then a calmness, "it doesn't matter
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However, I wonder how ones may think "it does'nt matter" when feeling he is dying.
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Here is why it doesnt matter if you feel you are dying:

You have no control either way. You are dying or you are not. If you are, its over, no need to worry about it. If you arent, you will be back to normal soon enough.

Just my opinion.
 
The way I have come to look at it as is that if I have already died, then whats the point complaining about it. What an unspeakably interesting sensation it is to die. I have always wondered if that is actually what it's like
 
Here is an interesting wiki article on near death experiences. It describes the DMT experience perfectly starting with the "crackling sound".

en.wikipedia.org

Near-death experience - Wikipedia

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SWIM thinks DMT is a window to the spirit realm. Rightfully named, the "spirit molecule" SWIM believes it should be used by doctors to treat terminally ill patients. As Joe Rogan says, "everyone should try it once. If you've never had a psychedelic experience you're missing out on a big part of life".

With that said, I feel the calmness of not worrying if SWIM had died was probably the single greatest experience of SWIMS life. A total detachment of the body and realization that this world doesn't matter and is all an illusion. It's truly a liberating feeling to truly understand "death isn't a door that closes, it's a door that opens. It opens and you go through it".

However SWIM does not feel that DMT will ever show you everything. You're still tethered to your body so the farthest you can travel is the corridor between this realm and the next. But SWIM is sure there is a beautiful world awaiting our next existence.

I heard an interesting theory the other day. Someone said "do you know why babies cry all the time? It's because they are born again into this world and they can remember their past life. They are miserable because they realize all of their mistakes from their past lives and realize they have to relive this plane. Then as they get older, they forget and stop crying".

In conclusion, DMT (in SWIMS opinion) is a tool from God (or the divine one, or the universe), much like magic mushrooms, peyote etc. that allow us to prepare for and explore the spirit realm and ultimately excel the evolution of man kinds mind and soul.

Although I am not a Christian I believe there is truth in all religions. After all, the best lie is 80% truth. One of the truths about Christianity is that "the devil" was given the earth to rule.

You have two kinds of beings in this world. Demons and us. The demons are trapped here. They are doomed to repeat the cycle of birth and death for eternity therefore their plans and agendas span generations. Then you have us. This world is like a boot camp for us. A training ground, if you will. Our purpose is to absorb the experiences here, absorb positive energy and move on to the next plane.

The demons try to trick us. They want us to believe life is about getting rich, living in the nicest house and wearing the best cloths. In reality this brings us further from the spirit and binds us tighter transforming this realm from a training ground to a prison. They don't want you to move to the next existence. They want you trapped here, serving them for eternity.
Hence, Gods greatest gifts, THC, DMT, psilocybin, mecaline etc. are classified as "schedule 1" narcotics, the same as heroin, cocaine and methamphetamine. Hell, they've even made Salvia illegal.

"The last thing the men behind the curtain want is an informed public capable of critical thinking"
 
Here is why it doesnt matter if you feel you are dying:

You have no control either way. You are dying or you are not. If you are, its over, no need to worry about it. If you arent, you will be back to normal soon enough.
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Sounds so logical and far from any emotional state !

But the point is "do you think you are dying", or "do you think you died" ?
If at a time, you really believe 100% that you actually died, then right, no need to worrying (alhtought we may discuss about how it is possible to think if you died.. another issue anyway).

If you feel you are dying... then I'm surprised that you do not think about people who loves you and do not try to fight.
Hard to imagine someone who is drowning and just think "oh that's ok, no need to worry, if I must survive, people will rescue me, if not, nothing I can do..." :roll:
 
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theres fifteen seconds of my life i'll never get back.

Garulfo, has SWIY done DMT? Or is he of the armchair psychedeliphile variety?
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has SWIY done DMT?

Yes, around 50-100 times. Some were quite harsh trips, and others were some of the most enjoyable experience SWIM did.
It happened several times that SWIM thought he was dying. He can not says it was a quiet experience :roll:
 
Just a thought, and no offense meant by any means. Perhaps the terrible near death experiences are a picture of where you are spiritually. SWIM questions this for himself. With the lack of entities and emptiness in SWIMS experience (aside from the triangles and geometric patterns) SWIM wonders if it is a sign that he is not full of negativity, but also lacking the positive energy. In other words, if you're having bad experiences, maybe it's because you need to rid yourself of negative energy. Maybe do something nice for someone :). I'll leave you to ponder that one for yourself.
 
Garulfo said:
Here is why it doesnt matter if you feel you are dying:

You have no control either way. You are dying or you are not. If you are, its over, no need to worry about it. If you arent, you will be back to normal soon enough.
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Sounds so logical and far from any emotional state !

But the point is "do you think you are dying", or "do you think you died" ?
If at a time, you really believe 100% that you actually died, then right, no need to worrying (alhtought we may discuss about how it is possible to think if you died.. another issue anyway).

If you feel you are dying... then I'm surprised that you do not think about people who loves you and do not try to fight.
Hard to imagine someone who is drowning and just think "oh that's ok, no need to worry, if I must survive, people will rescue me, if not, nothing I can do..." :roll:
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Even before my DMT experiences, I did not fear death. Death comes regardless of everything. You started dying the minute you were born. Fearing something you can not change is pointless, let alone when you are on DMT. If the universe decides to kill me, well hey, maybe I learned enough, or its time to start over and see what I learned this trip. I dont tempt the fates persay, but I shall not fear what comes for us all.
 
Note to all living people on Earth - before you really die - Have a Beingasm today !

Great Memory .. ! Great job at the extraction ! .. tell us more about your journeys !!
 
Xstacy said:
Even before my DMT experiences, I did not fear death. Death comes regardless of everything. You started dying the minute you were born...
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I get right about fear of death (and can also get high) from a listen to the Traffic/Steve Winwood song The Low Spark of High-Heeled Boys.

"...If you had just a minute to breathe
and they granted you one final wish
Would you ask for something like another chance?
Or something similar as this?
dont worry too much--It'll happen to you
...as sure as your sorrows or joys"
 
benzyme said:
why do people assume visual cortex stimulations are what death is like? :?
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Because people who experience near death experiences report the same thing as DMT experiences. Wiki near death experiences and see for yourself.
 
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