Thankyou very much Kimi

Mustelid, I had to take a day to think about what you said before replying because it was in fact the latter I was refering to. I'm not allowed to mention exactly why on this forum so in as much respect of that as possible I'll simply say that I made part of my penance that I vowe from that point never to involve money with it, and felt in fact that actively seeing that it was free to people should be a part of that also. I assure you though that I was careful with people, and never forceful. I feel still that that was the right thing for me to do at the time as in my life I noticed a great deal of synchronisity and karmic reward that seemed to me to validate my decision. Not to mention the reaction and gain I saw in many people  Now however, I have been feeling that this next stage of my life should be more devoted to my own personal growth and learning, and less towards helping others for the time being. Whether or not to be so active with my next batch has been on my mind and reflecting on your perspective has helped me come to a decision not to. Others will find me if the time is right for them

I'd say that constitutes a pretty good result from my first post eh? ^_^

Thankyou for the insight, and the support also.