Something Trying to Enter My Ear?

[Death&Decay]

Greeting all, I will try and keep this short. I have had maybe 20 or so DMT trips now, and of all my experiences I have had 3 instances with this strange pressure coming into my left ear. The first time it happened, it felt like someone had suddenly pressed their thumb on my ear. My first thought was that it was my mind opening up or something. No big deal. Second time it happened was a few days later and I thought it was the same thing. Now, please note I have never had a bad trip, well except maybe my first time which wasn't bad but just overwhelming. That is, until last night.

Last night wasn't so much of a bad trip as it was just very unsettling. I turned off all the lights except one lamp in a distant part of the house that barely shined through, the room was completely dark, with just some images playing on the television. I have some plants in the room with me for decoration. When I started the experience I immediately felt this feeling of oddness. It was like, a dark eerie feeling that I had never felt with a DMT trip before. The plants all looked right at me, and their little pedals turned into lips and they were all like smacking their lips at me, mocking me, very unusual. It wasn't a very pleasant site, but I thought no big deal its just the trip. Then, I felt the pressure on my ear again.

This time, because I was kind of freaked out about the setting, I immediately rubbed the inside of my ear to try and get that feeling off. Well, when I tried to rub my ear, the pressure started to sink deeper and deeper into my ear, to a point where I heard a strange high pitched buzz, almost what a fly sounds like. When I stopped and tried to focus on it, I could tell that it was actually words, as if coming from some kind of small creature. This worried me slightly, but not much, so I laid my head down on my pillow with that ear facing down. This is where it got really scary. When I laid my head down, it felt as if there was something moving within the side of my head, I could hear it moving around and it literally felt like I could feel it moving around. At one point I compared it to what a fetus would feel like growing out the side of my head. This immediately startled the shit out of me since I have not had any type of physical reaction to smoking dmt before, but as soon as I acknowledged what was going on it went away. Right as this thing of whatever stopped, my tv shut down and the light in my lamp blew out (this could just be an electric surge or something but this has never happened before and the timing was beyond perfect).

By this time the trip had pretty much faded away, except one last image that I remember on my tv as I started at it turned off, which I could only relate to some type of skewed face. Now, I wouldn't even say it was a bad trip, but it was rather eerie and the whole thing with the pressure and moving around my ear sort of startled me. The next morning (today actually) I went to clean my ear and a large sum of wax came out. I clean my ears every day okay, and I have yet to see this amount of wax to accumulate... Kinda strange.

Im thinking its either my minds way to interpret some built up wax, or possibly there is something to these spiritual forces? I have felt sort of nauseous today, and couldn't sleep much last night, like at all. I had the most bizarre deranged dreams last night too. Things I wouldn't ever want to say publicly. I mean, I would fall asleep, dream for about 30 minutes, wake up in a cold sweat freaked the hell out, and repeat all throughout the night. I mean, I dunno you guys what do you think about this? Have you ever felt a pressure like a finger is pushing within your ear while your on a trip? After reading some of these reports I am a little worried something sinister might be going on here.

Thanks

 

[Bill Cipher]

Im thinking its either my minds way to interpret some built up wax...

I'm thinking this likely had something to do with it, but DMT is unpredictable and can cause all kinds of strange physical sensations - especially in the lower dosage range. I've often felt like someone or something was fingering my brain. I've felt (and seen) hands come out of the dark to caress my face, tongues licking me, heard voices whispering in my ear, etc., etc., etc.

You really have to expect the unexpected wherever this stuff is concerned. This is to say that if a tentacled minotaur with insect arms and your grandmother's face sneaks up on you from behind, mounts your ass and starts in to fuckin' without having asked your permission, you'll be best served by calmly submitting and going with the flow. And who knows, really? Once you give in, you might actually get to diggin' it. :roll:

There's nothing to fear but fear itself.

What the fuck was that?!?!?!

 

[tele]

You really have to expect the unexpected wherever this stuff is concerned. This is to say that if a tentacled minotaur with insect arms and your grandmother's face sneaks up on you from behind, mounts your ass and starts in to fuckin' without having asked your permission, you'll be best served by calmly submitting and going with the flow. And who knows, really? Once you give in, you might actually get to diggin' it. :roll:

Muthaf...:lol:

 

[Death&Decay]

Thanks for your response there. I believe it was really nothing, but I have never actually had any physical feeling with DMT before, like if anything I usually lose all sensation of my physical body... I didn't "see" anything actually touching me... It was just a physical sensation. But, that, along with the electrical problems with the light blowing out and the tv powering off at the same time was just so perfectly timed that it all seemed to be related somehow. I dunno, it was like I was being lead through a creepy story or something... lol.

Note to self: don't smoke dmt in a dark room lol.

 

[obliguhl]

One of the most common sensations for me is feeling my eyes turning into mush. It is kinda weird, but like art said, there are a lot of strange sensations to be had. You can even feel real pain, real torture. Smoke DMT and be prepared for it.

 

[gibran2]

I once felt my heart beating in rhythm to a complex musical tune. …And I wasn’t listening to music during the experience. :shock:

 

[tele]

Thanks for your response there. I believe it was really nothing, but I have never actually had any physical feeling with DMT before, like if anything I usually lose all sensation of my physical body... I didn't "see" anything actually touching me... It was just a physical sensation. But, that, along with the electrical problems with the light blowing out and the tv powering off at the same time was just so perfectly timed that it all seemed to be related somehow. I dunno, it was like I was being lead through a creepy story or something... lol.

Note to self: don't smoke dmt in a dark room lol.

For me dark room is the only way8) . And some music most often, it's incredible when you are totally "out there" but you can still hear the music...

Physical sensations have arised many times for me, the worst was backpain that lasted 3-4 days after smoking, which has not happened again, but sort of alerted me. It's incredible substance which can do ANYTHING one cannot imagine. For example yesterday I took a high dose of 35-40mg which I rarely do and I was devoured without pain by the biomechanical insects(?) of hyperspace, how could I see that one coming? I'm glad I wasn't scared, I'm glad I've not experienced fear so far with my experiences.

 

[Dorge]

This has happened to me for years. Even when I'm not tripping and it's always been because there is something I'm not listing to, or an "entity" I am not allowing into my consciousness that needs to speak with me. I take it as a sign to stop resistor or avoiding hearing who or what some one or something has to say, and I let I in.... It's often something I didn't want to hear but am glad I have.