Thanks, brother, that's the best thing anyone has said on this thread so far. Compassion is the name of the game, nothing else really matters.
"I remember i asked my friend before he disappeared for more clarity in the signifigance to him about the number 8 and he couldn't put it in words either. I don't know, something about that always kind of bothered me."
Do not compare me to your friend. We are not the same. I could tell you what the numbers mean, I know, I didn't just write them down for no reason. I guess I considered people here to be more adventurous. Find out for yourself or it will have no meaning.
I stated I don't want believers, I want people to try it for themselves.
There was one astute person who said I went about this with a bit of showmanship, and I do that for a very good reason: I make my living writing and drawing comic books. I have style. I tend to write dramatically. (I'm pretty well liked in the underground, for the few out there who still read comic books) . And to those sad, judgmental, misguided ones who think I'm going insane: I write and draw 14 hours a day to meet my deadlines. You have to be present to do that.
I will tell you all exactly how I do it, in graphic detail, then the ball is in your court. You can either continue to ridicule me, which is totally cool if that makes you happy or makes you feel better about yourself, or you can experiment for YOURSELF and see what you come up with. I said in the first post on this thread that words are hollow, actions are what matter.
And I also stated VERY CLEARLY IN GIANT YELLOW LETTERS that I AM BY NO MEANS THE ONLY ONE TO PRACTICE THIS.
Yes, you guessed it, the key is meditation. Who does not meditate, disintegrates.
The trick is to meditate on objective physical sensation. Paying attention to physical sensation is paying attention to energetic sensation. Being awake to oneself and one's surroundings increases the intensity of the impressions so that they affect the spin of the electrons that are present in the nervous system. In this context, being awake means being aware of one's own self while at the same time absorbing impressions from the outside. The increase in spin and enrichment of the complexity of the pattern of being that results brings more and more form to the radiant body.
A part of the electromagnetic field that fills the nervous system rests a few centimeters above the skin, outside of the body. This field is an organ just like the heart or the brain. It is in quantum superposition, the electrons effectively everywhere in the universe and nowhere specific. It may be imprinted by information from anywhere and any time. With it, you may see other worlds, you may see the past and the future, you may see into the lives of those around you.
However, the process of imprinting itself causes the organ to cease to be in superposition and thus to cease to be accessible to further imprinting. The ability to control this organ can be developed. Many practices will work, but the best is to meditate in such a way that the mind is concentrated on physical sensation. This relieves the pressure of impressions incoming from the physical world on the electromagnetic body that enables it to expand.
You must be able to watch and not watch at the same time. When you learn this, it will stay in superposition even as you take the imagery that it is receiving into your brain and process it.
This is opening the third eye. The nervous system delivers these impressions to the area of the brain closest to the pineal gland, which is where this organ is centered. Objective sensation is consciousness. You are within life, but not entirely absorbed in life.
Oh, just the ravings of a madman! Just hit that GVG and keep telling yourself there's no other way.