Pokey
Rising Star
Hello all.
I wanted to apoligize for my ferret who was responsible for the dissolution of reality a short time ago.
He finally tried his Changa about an hour ago, and not only did he die (which produed some definite feelings of regret) but he also completely destroyed reality as we know it. This also produced some feelings of regret, then acceptance, then the thought that even if he smoked way too much, it probably wasn't enough to cause whatever was happening.
And what was happening? It was the most utterly bizarre occurence in my ferrets life. It was a truly indescribable change in the fabric of reality that was without question (at that moment) the end of existence. The world was rapidly changing in ways that were incomprehensible. He knew that life as he knew it was ending, but what he was perceiving was so strange and alien he couldn't "wrap his mind around it" as they say.
Then there was nothing. Just blackness. After a few minutes (hours? days?) of this, things started to come back. It seemed like maybe he was returning from his journey, but no.
With eyes open in a very dim room he started to see a shimmering, almost like when one looks through heat. It makes things look wavy or hazy. This was accompanied by a very strange but pleasant feeling in his body, sort of like being compressed or squeezed but not in a bad way. Sort of comforting. Also a loud (but again not unpleasant) humming sound. He realized that he could control the intensity of the body feeling, the sound, and the wavy shimmering by breathing deeply. He breathed very deeply for a few minutes and watched reality shimmer, and phase in and out while being enveloped by that pressure and hearing the hum. This was when he realized that maybe the world wasn't really going to end tonight, but his conception of it would never be the same.
This faded into a pleasant, almost sleepy feeling in his body and some relief that he wasn't dead and he didn't destroy the universe. After 15-20 minutes of just sitting and being, he came to me and asked me to apoligize to the rest of the world for almost annihilating existence.
Pokey
I wanted to apoligize for my ferret who was responsible for the dissolution of reality a short time ago.
He finally tried his Changa about an hour ago, and not only did he die (which produed some definite feelings of regret) but he also completely destroyed reality as we know it. This also produced some feelings of regret, then acceptance, then the thought that even if he smoked way too much, it probably wasn't enough to cause whatever was happening.
And what was happening? It was the most utterly bizarre occurence in my ferrets life. It was a truly indescribable change in the fabric of reality that was without question (at that moment) the end of existence. The world was rapidly changing in ways that were incomprehensible. He knew that life as he knew it was ending, but what he was perceiving was so strange and alien he couldn't "wrap his mind around it" as they say.
Then there was nothing. Just blackness. After a few minutes (hours? days?) of this, things started to come back. It seemed like maybe he was returning from his journey, but no.
With eyes open in a very dim room he started to see a shimmering, almost like when one looks through heat. It makes things look wavy or hazy. This was accompanied by a very strange but pleasant feeling in his body, sort of like being compressed or squeezed but not in a bad way. Sort of comforting. Also a loud (but again not unpleasant) humming sound. He realized that he could control the intensity of the body feeling, the sound, and the wavy shimmering by breathing deeply. He breathed very deeply for a few minutes and watched reality shimmer, and phase in and out while being enveloped by that pressure and hearing the hum. This was when he realized that maybe the world wasn't really going to end tonight, but his conception of it would never be the same.
This faded into a pleasant, almost sleepy feeling in his body and some relief that he wasn't dead and he didn't destroy the universe. After 15-20 minutes of just sitting and being, he came to me and asked me to apoligize to the rest of the world for almost annihilating existence.
Pokey