iamtwentytwelve
james
So i am posting this due to a number of experiences i have had and was wondering if anyone else has experienced this or has to think about it.
A couple years back an encounter with some mushrooms lead my body to be completely dematerialized and left me in the middle of a chaotic carnival (i use the word carnival because i felt like i was stuck in a hugely impacted carnival searching for my way out, not a physical carnival). In this "carnival" the life i currently have and had before the encounter seemed all but a vague memory to me. the "carnival" was all i knew and all it was, was random clips of my physical senses leaking through to me. point being a felt stuck in a place where i still could recognize things but they didn't make any sense to me and i felt trapped.
More recently then that i decided it would be a fun date to take my girlfriend to a psychic and get a quick reading, in this reading the psychic took each of us aside individually and gave us out metaphysical standings. To me she said that my soul was stuck in limbo and that i needed to find my way out fairly soon or my true potential would be waisted.
now even more recently whilst hanging out with Dimitri i was forced back into this place i had seen before after running into the mushrooms. now every breakthrough experience leads me back to this place where everything is so chaotic and i am trying to find my way somewhere but im stuck and i can recognize things but they do not make sense.
i have come to the conclusion that this carnival of chaos is limbo and i keep going there because that is where my metaphysical body is trapped.
Anyone having similar experiences or thoughts about it?
A couple years back an encounter with some mushrooms lead my body to be completely dematerialized and left me in the middle of a chaotic carnival (i use the word carnival because i felt like i was stuck in a hugely impacted carnival searching for my way out, not a physical carnival). In this "carnival" the life i currently have and had before the encounter seemed all but a vague memory to me. the "carnival" was all i knew and all it was, was random clips of my physical senses leaking through to me. point being a felt stuck in a place where i still could recognize things but they didn't make any sense to me and i felt trapped.
More recently then that i decided it would be a fun date to take my girlfriend to a psychic and get a quick reading, in this reading the psychic took each of us aside individually and gave us out metaphysical standings. To me she said that my soul was stuck in limbo and that i needed to find my way out fairly soon or my true potential would be waisted.
now even more recently whilst hanging out with Dimitri i was forced back into this place i had seen before after running into the mushrooms. now every breakthrough experience leads me back to this place where everything is so chaotic and i am trying to find my way somewhere but im stuck and i can recognize things but they do not make sense.
i have come to the conclusion that this carnival of chaos is limbo and i keep going there because that is where my metaphysical body is trapped.
Anyone having similar experiences or thoughts about it?
