I'll second this. I took it 5 times the first day I got a yield, then many many times in the subsequent couple of weeks... now I have a healthy fear of it and take it rarely. More often than not (in fact, almost always recently) my trips take dark and confusing paths but I still relish the experience for what it is, just takes a lot of focus (and usually a little alcohol) for me to overcome the pre-flight anxiety. A hyperslap can be very frightening, but for me I find the fear worthwhile to see what is seen. Kinda the same as I enjoy a nightmare, but more after I have woken up than during it.

Glad you had an insightful experience, wish you many more

And yeah, don't worry about Kitty/SWIM etc, this site is encrypted and has a couple of other tricks hiding our identities. Plus, using things like SWIM almost always involves slip ups rendering the effort useless.. for example you start by using kitty then move on to:

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