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jamie

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I have antrocles to thank for this..antrocles your recent report inspired me to go and visit that place today..so thank you my friend.

First I put on details in the fabric by Jason Mraz..letely this has been my blast of music..

I put it on repeat and did some meditations..focused on the breath and reminded myself that I am love and I am light..we are all love and we are all light and that we will always be love and we always be light..love is everything..

A subbreakthrough dose of magical enhanced jimjam peppermint leaf was loaded into my new glass spaceship that I bought myself for the holidays 2 days ago..

The sacred flame was lit and held above the bowl carefully to not burn the sacrament and as it began to glow I inhaled the magic in one lungful..

The music became surround.. as usual, and patterns formed in red and gold hues on my eyelids where the lights that feed my baby desmanthus trees illumiated the blood flowing through my body..the rivers of the landscape that I am..I breathed and focussed on the bliss and love I was feeling and reflected on how wonderful the last 2 days of my life have been..I thought about a girl that I met 2 days ago and hung out with last night as well..I felt so happy and full of love..

In went another dose this time a bit larger and again it all went in one large lungful..the bliss went up a notch and I hummed lightly and made random vocalizations along with the music..I saw the flower of life..no..I was becomming the flower of life..behind my skull was a symphony of geometry that defies description..it radiated pure connection and oneness..nothing is ever seperate..nothing is ever forgotten..everything is valid, everything is worthy.

The way that spice connects me to this place of unity is unmatched by anything I can possibly imagine..everything else I have ever experienced has been leading up to it, pointing the way to this experience..the experience that is DMT..Only psilocybin has gotten me close enough to actually view this thing from a distance..psilocybin has acted as a sort of guide, carrying me over to a vantage point from where the world that is DMT seems just within reach.. when you get there the compass simply spins in circles..becasue this IS it..this is where it all goes down..this is THE place of places..nothing compares..

So another dose of fuel, this one larger than the last goes into my ship, and I press go..this time mileage is in mind...I feel the veil of lumiescent reds and irridescent golds give way to something deep and there is that pull..then a widening and a gentel vibration, the movement of being..the tides of the soul...

I enter hyperspace and see a lotus flower..there is an ambience to it..distinct. I feel as if all the pieces that were once seperate are being fused back together..the cosmic glue of the godhead..it sways back and forth and I realize I am back in this place every so familar..it is home..it is made of freedom..the cosmic rocking chair..

I see the sun now..it shines so bright in the distance over the hyperspace hills in this place of places..The light is serene and I bath in it..I am a deep sea diver in an ocean of love..The smiling faces of content people of the otherside are all around, in amongst a plethora of ever-transforming geometric objects..

I feel like buddha..I feel like Jesus..I feel enlightened..I feel like me. I cry becasue it's sooo beautiful..and I also laugh for exactly the same reason. Everything is perfect..all of creation is found..it was never really lost..

This is DMT..this IS it...
 
I read antrocles post earlier today which was so moving I couldn't find words to express my thoughts as it was so moving. And so it was equally rewarding to read your post just now. I had a similar experience last night, a fraction of that which you have described here. Initially for me it was a frightening experience which I put solely down to inexperience, but concluded with the most amazing overwhelming feeling of love.

I'm searching for that place you talk about and hopefully time will take me there.
 
absolutely wonderful dude...ive been loving the bufojam changa spliffs lately...its probably one of my favorites..absolutely amazing..and so wonderful to smoke...but there is nothing like jimjam changa breakthroughs....its absolutely divine....we have found it brothers...and sisters ;)..

this is IT
 
yeah mama jurema is it for me..so much spirit..
DMT, jimjam and psilocybin are the only things that really get me to that place that has the power to reduce me to tears over and over and over again..but DMT is like a stepup up from psilocybin(when smoked)..at least lately for me..and that place is golden..that place is priceless..sacred in every way..

I really love bufotenine as well, especially with caapi..but it's a different type of experience..it doesn't reach into my soul on as deep a fundamental level as the way that spice does..it's more of a catalyist for visions without having to leave your ego completely.

Bufotenine is sooo invalubale to me though as a pre-dose for the spice..and I did predose on some bufo and caapi a bit before I journeyed with the spice earlier.

Even with full ayahuasca brews..a strong changa is more valuable to me..smoking spice with harmalas is clearer more fullfilling for me than any fully alloyed brew I have ever drank..I like a light caapi brew with smoked changa the most I think..

A caapi tea, followed by a deep visionary bufo journey leading into a spice trip to hyperspace is the best frickin thing I can think of..still yet to predose with psilocybin though..
 
....so beautiful brother....so, so, SO beautiful....

there is something happening right now....a shift....we are all going one notch deeper...we are all growing from one another's experiences...this IS it.

or as Jorkest says, this is IT!

we are all a part of something so special.....i absolutely love all of you and cannot find words to express the gratitude i feel for having such a righteous community...FAMILY....to go through this transformation with.

FE- you just touched the deepest part of me with your report. you've been doing a lot of work yourself lately....it's no surprise to me that you are being so richly rewarded for your courage and commitment.

rock on all my fellow warriors! the shift is happening!!!

L&G!!
 
I really do feel that something big is going down..certain people out there I know are feeling it..people are talking about it..experiencing it, even if they really dont know yet what it is..
 
OH MY GOD:shock: :shock: :shock:

My mind has officially been blown..

Have no fear people..there is no need..

Just become the light..see the light that you are..shine like you were meant to..

I met the light..merged with the light..realized myself as the light..

There was fear going in but the light was too strong..there is nowhere for darkness to hide in this place..

Become the light.
 
Sounds like a very purposeful journey, that served you well. You controlled the set and setting and taking care of your young plants!
I could almost feel the rush from here:) Not going to try to describe it to others all I can say is grow some plants or take care of another living thing it is rewarding. We all know this already to a certain extent but psychedelics will make the merit of these things so much more significant. In my opinion perhaps this enhanced significance is not enhanced at all but overlooked, something most fail to see.

Thanks for posting!

Peace
MV
 
I am reading this thread and I can feel my brain releasing pleasure down my spine. A pleasure that makes me smile and tear up at the same time. I feel love.

there is something happening right now....a shift....we are all going one notch deeper...we are all growing from one another's experiences...this IS it.
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fractal enchantment said:
OH MY GOD:shock: :shock: :shock:

My mind has officially been blown..

Have no fear people..there is no need..

Just become the light..see the light that you are..shine like you were meant to..

I met the light..merged with the light..realized myself as the light..

There was fear going in but the light was too strong..there is nowhere for darkness to hide in this place..

Become the light.
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That sounds familiar to me.
It's everywhere, all around us, this miracle.

I don't know if 'things are happening' as you say. I know that maybe they don't happen by themselves, maybe people ought to make them happen, maybe we are the ones that ought to do that.

And we very well, in spite of all our flaws, might succeed in doing that.
 
I wish I could put into words what happened to me last night..
All I know is I made myself take that last hit..waaayyyy bigger than I thought it would be..
Something happened..something I had been fearing for a while..but one I got there there was no fear..fear had no business in that place.

There is an aya ceremony comming up that my friend told me I could attend with him..with a peruvian shaman that is comming here..I have been unsure as to weather or not I will attend because I feel uneasy about going too deep with other people there, and being stuck in it for hours..even though I have drank aya before and had many many high dose psilocybin experiences..

The thought of drinking some aya of unknown strength also frightens me becasue I am extremely sensitive to the vine..and oral DMT at high doses is not as nice to me as caapi tea and vaped spice..

But fear is something I want to know and master..it is there but I dont want it to rule over me, and so after last night I think I will have to attend that ceremony and face this irrationality head on..it's not for a month or so anyway so I will have lots of time to prepare more with smoked spice and aya ceremonies on my own.

Fear is our biggest prison.
 
It is remarkable.
I also have this picture of spice taking you to the center of the universe and that the further you go, the closer to the center you get.
That some psychedelics might sort of show you the way, but only DMT, ayhuasca or a strong dose of shrooms can actually show it to you or take you there.

That it is a place where space and time do not exist anymore as we know it, but only as a sort of vibrating energy, a vibrating godly light.
A place that is out of time and out of space, where the rules of space and time seem to be made, or where space and time as we know it are derived from.

Another strange thing is that i knew that i would visit this place, once during my lifetime.
I had a dream before, where i was absorbed or sucked inside of a golden cloud, where i was taken further then i ever had been before.
It had the same atmosphere.

Did you ever had such a dream?
 
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