Spice Monday came and went pleasantly. 4 People participated, loads was learned, everyone had a great time.
No clear way to describe these things but il try my best.
Okay so 8mg was loaded and smoked - my mind was focused on my previous euphoric experiences to link the buzzz and body buzzz to the euphoria, i decided i was just going to accept whatever i experienced.
After a few seconds the normal spice feelings came on and intensified slowly. At first there was a lot of color and shapes, i felt as if someone had blown gently on my forehead and then quickly the colors formed into a round tunnel infront of me, a wormhole - my usual form of transport - if more was smoked i would have popped out the other end.
Very quickly i realized that this was going to be intense but not breakthu obviously. After traveling down the tunnel just a bit my attention moved to the right - to a square tunnel that became an open feild of finite size - perhaps double the size of a tennis court.
In this field there were entities, loads of them(seemed almost like fellow travelers), and in 2 states - either standing up and moving to a new location or crouching down on their haunches.
I couldnt see any features to identify them individually but i got their essence, they were just like dark to black shadow like figures on a dark grey (but grass) landscape at night.
If crouched - the entity was in thought, to move to a new thought one stands up and moves from their current location and crouches again.
There were circles of a number of entities and ones by them selves.
Quite quickly i noticed the nasty female being that has been harassing me was there - she looked identical to the rest of them but i knew by her vibration who she was.
She wasnt in thought but rather always moving in and out of my feild of vision - like running left to right then right to left - the more i cleared my mind the closer she got, by thinking i could drive her away - i dont like her energy.
At times it felt like we were to be one but i wouldnt let that happen - loads of things were going thru my head about my perception - how do i view this situation, with my current view i beleave everything i see is real - just on another level - things we dont experience usually but spice gives us access to - another viewpoint is its all in ur head - ur brain makes it up - u cant get hurt(having this viewpoit makes things easier i suppose)
I decided to respond with intuition - if it makes me feel bad - il avoid it - merging seemed wrong.
This entity strikes fear into me - and what it really is is becomming clearer everytime i encounter it. At first i thought it was only with jungle that this entity would come - this time it came (pure spice) but it was different.
With jungle its like getting locked in a box 20m underground with no route out - face to face - almost pressed against the entity - 100% focus is on it.
With the spice it is like its there but not the main event - i only get locked in from thinking about it.
Huge progress made and loads understood - it may not be visible from this report but this experience has made quite an impact in a positive way in my life - (as usual with spice)
No clear way to describe these things but il try my best.
Okay so 8mg was loaded and smoked - my mind was focused on my previous euphoric experiences to link the buzzz and body buzzz to the euphoria, i decided i was just going to accept whatever i experienced.
After a few seconds the normal spice feelings came on and intensified slowly. At first there was a lot of color and shapes, i felt as if someone had blown gently on my forehead and then quickly the colors formed into a round tunnel infront of me, a wormhole - my usual form of transport - if more was smoked i would have popped out the other end.
Very quickly i realized that this was going to be intense but not breakthu obviously. After traveling down the tunnel just a bit my attention moved to the right - to a square tunnel that became an open feild of finite size - perhaps double the size of a tennis court.
In this field there were entities, loads of them(seemed almost like fellow travelers), and in 2 states - either standing up and moving to a new location or crouching down on their haunches.
I couldnt see any features to identify them individually but i got their essence, they were just like dark to black shadow like figures on a dark grey (but grass) landscape at night.
If crouched - the entity was in thought, to move to a new thought one stands up and moves from their current location and crouches again.
There were circles of a number of entities and ones by them selves.
Quite quickly i noticed the nasty female being that has been harassing me was there - she looked identical to the rest of them but i knew by her vibration who she was.
She wasnt in thought but rather always moving in and out of my feild of vision - like running left to right then right to left - the more i cleared my mind the closer she got, by thinking i could drive her away - i dont like her energy.
At times it felt like we were to be one but i wouldnt let that happen - loads of things were going thru my head about my perception - how do i view this situation, with my current view i beleave everything i see is real - just on another level - things we dont experience usually but spice gives us access to - another viewpoint is its all in ur head - ur brain makes it up - u cant get hurt(having this viewpoit makes things easier i suppose)
I decided to respond with intuition - if it makes me feel bad - il avoid it - merging seemed wrong.
This entity strikes fear into me - and what it really is is becomming clearer everytime i encounter it. At first i thought it was only with jungle that this entity would come - this time it came (pure spice) but it was different.
With jungle its like getting locked in a box 20m underground with no route out - face to face - almost pressed against the entity - 100% focus is on it.
With the spice it is like its there but not the main event - i only get locked in from thinking about it.
Huge progress made and loads understood - it may not be visible from this report but this experience has made quite an impact in a positive way in my life - (as usual with spice)
