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Spiritual Quest; DMT seems to be calling me

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Flow Motive

Rising Star
Greetings all!

I am Mike of Northern Neck, Virginia. Born in Washington D.C.

I am a creative artist and musician, who has just recently abandoned my potentially damaging atheism. My spiritual orientation was suddenly completely shattered aftera frightening experience with "spice"(the synthetic cannabis,jwh) type compound catapulted me into a realm that has really changed my belief in a hidden realm that was occupied by "demonic?" entities who were seemingly playing emotionally destructive psychological torment, guilt, and Persecution, triggering a DEEP feeling despair. The strong sense was that I had become aware of a realm occupied by malevolent beings who were disturbingly methodical in this perceived torment. There was an underlying incomprehensible. insidious intelligence. They filled me with guilt, shame, and effectively left me feeling insignificant in the incomprehensible nature of this powerful and profoundly complex mindful**k. This has forever changed my belief in incomprehensible, vast and impossibly complexity of these perceived beings. I left the experience knowing 100% that there are powerful entities beyond human comprehension.

Subsequently I have been consumed and going mind trying to find understanding even vaguely the truth purpose of this encounter.

Not long after this, i began relentlessly researching the internet to try to construct even the vaguest interpretation.

Not long after this, the subject of DMT was coming up around me through many mediums and I began to sense that a powerful course was trying to lead me towards the discovery for me of this subject.. As if it were waiting for me to begin thinking about finding it because it had something to teach me. I have become obsessed with every idea and implication of the substance and honestly it feels as I f there is a divine course trying to lead me to do it, like it is something important for me to experience. I feel like the DMT "entities" are waiting for me to discover it in order to embark on a spiritual and healing and insightful experience that's important for me to pursue.

I hope that I will meet good people in this community who can mentor and guide me to and through the journal.

The one who steps up to guide me will forever be in my gratitude and I will return the favor through my creative arts. This we can further into when and if I find my guide.

I thank in advance that compassionate person who can assist me in safely Attaining this important step towards my spiritual and mental growth.

I hope its OK to share my music and art for you to know a bit about me and my passion. This passion is a gift I share with good and sincerely open-minded people

Wix.com/flomotive/portfolio

Always with love and light. Thank you
Mike
 
I apologize for typos.. Not used to my new phones virtual touch keyboard.. I'm sure u all knew what I was meaning :)

SN: I am looking forward to meeting the intelligent, caring, and incredible people I might meet in this community. I love every of you.. Even your perceived flaws. I believe many of you on this forum are beautiful, spiritual and open minded. I will be honored to join this vast, beautiful and insightful community.:thumb_up: :!: :thumb_up: :love: :? 😁
 
Hello!
You seem to be on to something. If you want to talk to them, or rather have them talk to you, there is nothing stopping you, really. I can see not reason, why they wouldn't be willing to help you. But you'll know after smoking it, perhaps even after the first time. Especially in the beginning they shared helpful thoughts with me. But everything can happen, really.

What kind of advice are you seeking?
 
Hey Flow Motive...Welcome in...

You're in the right place...:thumb_up:

I am constantly hearing of severe damage done by the Synth Cannabis (disastrously known as 'Spice')...meh!

It would be a significant Karmic exercise if the true Entheogenic community stepped up and called for an outright ban and removal of such destructive compounds...they serve no use in the wider world and really ought to be eradicated and replaced with the tried and trusted.
(if other users of this stuff are happy with it then...great...its just IMO)

Anyway...morning peeve dealt with...

Put your slippers on Flow and hang around and read like you've never read before...

:)

edit: Also see here Member Art Galleries - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus for arts made by us lot
 
I've been tirelessly reading reports and researching the sacrament.. Don't know why it took me so long to join this wonderful forum. Something in me seems to really be urging me to take the hyperspace voyage. My goal is to experience the TRUE nature of reality and to come out of it with personal and universal insights. I feel deeply in need and almost obligated to take this journey. Its obviously not a novelty or recreational experience I seek, but a journey every cell in me seems to be urging me, to take this epic, frighting, personal and spiritual growth experience. I was in a dark place for a while. I can't rest until I obtain this opportunity. I seem to be getting so ma y signs that suggest I'm ready for that first job and the experience is waiting for me.

Thank you guys for responding to my post so promptly. I recommend checking out my music. It has deep emotional expression, especially those who are spiritually blooming. I hope this is the beginning to my epic and transcendent journey. I believe people who say it can be life changing. I want to see the world in a way that trans ends the material and petty distractions society has put in place to essentially curb our spiritual growth and lead us into the dark. Thank u again and I hope to open a continuous dialog.

I hope this sham less plug is OK, I just think I make this stuff to share with people open minded people that understand the spiritual and emotional power of certain music.

www.wix.com/flomotive/portfolio (some of this is a unique brand of rap/hip hop, but also some emotional instrumentals

For a more emotional electronic acoustic sound I have created this...

The Void Between Your Words And Your Actions, by Nix The Latter (record for sale there but u can stream for free.

Thanks new friends :) <3
 
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