What leads you to believe DMT will give you confidence? Just curious, because you don't have much psychedelic experience, what makes you think that a psychedelic you have never tried will be the answer?

I think you have been improving at a steady pace with the meditation and the yoga, what makes you want to quit your job and move and 'shed the ego'?

In my experience - and this is just mine - but slow, steady, and patient improvement has always trumped magical cure-alls, and DMT is often touted as a be-all end-all answer to life's problems.

It's just something that can be a part of your life if you choose, and can play many roles from useless distraction to spiritual teacher to daily routine. It's very hard to predict, but I wish you the best!