First of all I would like to introduce myself to everyone on this site. I have spent a lot of time in the past months browsing this website and gaining knowledge to further understand the substance that is DMT. Even with all this information nothing could prepare me for the confusion that was my first few true DMT experiences.
It began on a day like any other, I woke up took a shower and prepared for class(I go to a university). After class was over I decided it would be a good time to try DMT for the first time. So I called up my good friend whom I felt extremely comfortable with doing any type of hallucinogenic substance and drove over to his house.
It first started out terribly, I attempted to us the classic Vapor Genie method but everytime I tried to do it I got barely any vapor and never felt anything. Disheartened I decided to try the simple sandwiching method. Tried it twice(by this I mean 2 bowl) and this time I actually started feeling the comings of a breakthrough but still no BOOM. A little break from the story to give a little background amount myself and how tripping effects me now. Shortly after a giant hallucinogenic drug binge I lost most of my ability to create visuals, this isn't a dosage thing really because even off 3.5 grams of dried shrooms I had light to no visuals while my friends who took a lower amount of the same batch were staring at intense visuals dancing on the wall. My use of DMT today was to try and see if I can even procure visuals from one of the most visual inducing substances.
Sadly even with a dosage sandwiched that should send me to breakthrough territory I was not able to get even a slight visual besides everything appearing more sharp. Now it was here that I thought maybe I wasn't smoking DMT but my friend then attempted it and broke through on his first try. At this point I started getting extremely annoyed with myself, I decided to take a small break and try again an hour later.
An hour later I'm sitting outside with my friend with a fresh bowl of DMT packed and I tell him to please be quiet for the entire duration because up until then he kept making loud noises and interrupting me mid smoke which pretty much stopped my trip causing me to become extremely irritable which was not helping my trip either. I took a deep calming breath and settled myself and sparked up the bowl, after taking at least 6 good rips(I packed too much herb on top so I had to burn through a little before I could taste the DMT) I laid back and something EXTREMELY peculiar happened. Instead of closing my eyes like all the stories say happens I kept my eyes wide open and felt a creepy alien presence crawl into my body. All I could do once this entity of sorts entered my body was sit still, it then felt like something else was sharing my body with me and seeing through my eyes feeling just as astonished as I was. I say he was feeling that way because I could literally feel what he was feeling, both physically and mentally, I had an intense wave of fear wash through me due to him becoming frantic inside of me. Then just like that this weird feeling just started to crawl back out of me and I was alone in my body again. I stood up, stared at my friend, said I'm done for tonight and laid down trying to understand what just happened.
For the first time in a LONG time I felt the fear of the unknown due to a substance I took.
I had one more DMT "breakthrough"(I put the quotations because I seriously have no idea what to label that first experience) after that and I actually was able to close my eyes and see crossing tessellated patterns which wasn't what I was expecting from DMT visually but in the audio sense it sounded like and entire symphony was playing a song with a chorus singing "Go to sleep and awaken" over and over again. The second trip was a lot easier for me and even to this day the first experience I had still confuses me. I await my next encounter with the strange substance to see where it takes me next.
Thanks to those you read through all of this and I hope to become a part of this very unique community one day.
It began on a day like any other, I woke up took a shower and prepared for class(I go to a university). After class was over I decided it would be a good time to try DMT for the first time. So I called up my good friend whom I felt extremely comfortable with doing any type of hallucinogenic substance and drove over to his house.
It first started out terribly, I attempted to us the classic Vapor Genie method but everytime I tried to do it I got barely any vapor and never felt anything. Disheartened I decided to try the simple sandwiching method. Tried it twice(by this I mean 2 bowl) and this time I actually started feeling the comings of a breakthrough but still no BOOM. A little break from the story to give a little background amount myself and how tripping effects me now. Shortly after a giant hallucinogenic drug binge I lost most of my ability to create visuals, this isn't a dosage thing really because even off 3.5 grams of dried shrooms I had light to no visuals while my friends who took a lower amount of the same batch were staring at intense visuals dancing on the wall. My use of DMT today was to try and see if I can even procure visuals from one of the most visual inducing substances.
Sadly even with a dosage sandwiched that should send me to breakthrough territory I was not able to get even a slight visual besides everything appearing more sharp. Now it was here that I thought maybe I wasn't smoking DMT but my friend then attempted it and broke through on his first try. At this point I started getting extremely annoyed with myself, I decided to take a small break and try again an hour later.
An hour later I'm sitting outside with my friend with a fresh bowl of DMT packed and I tell him to please be quiet for the entire duration because up until then he kept making loud noises and interrupting me mid smoke which pretty much stopped my trip causing me to become extremely irritable which was not helping my trip either. I took a deep calming breath and settled myself and sparked up the bowl, after taking at least 6 good rips(I packed too much herb on top so I had to burn through a little before I could taste the DMT) I laid back and something EXTREMELY peculiar happened. Instead of closing my eyes like all the stories say happens I kept my eyes wide open and felt a creepy alien presence crawl into my body. All I could do once this entity of sorts entered my body was sit still, it then felt like something else was sharing my body with me and seeing through my eyes feeling just as astonished as I was. I say he was feeling that way because I could literally feel what he was feeling, both physically and mentally, I had an intense wave of fear wash through me due to him becoming frantic inside of me. Then just like that this weird feeling just started to crawl back out of me and I was alone in my body again. I stood up, stared at my friend, said I'm done for tonight and laid down trying to understand what just happened.
For the first time in a LONG time I felt the fear of the unknown due to a substance I took.
I had one more DMT "breakthrough"(I put the quotations because I seriously have no idea what to label that first experience) after that and I actually was able to close my eyes and see crossing tessellated patterns which wasn't what I was expecting from DMT visually but in the audio sense it sounded like and entire symphony was playing a song with a chorus singing "Go to sleep and awaken" over and over again. The second trip was a lot easier for me and even to this day the first experience I had still confuses me. I await my next encounter with the strange substance to see where it takes me next.
Thanks to those you read through all of this and I hope to become a part of this very unique community one day.