hello... thought i'd write a little about myself and why i'm here... i'm no academic and tend to ramble however, so apologies in haste... incidentally, i am interested in studying a little chemistry but don't know exactly what to study as yet... hoping to learn something more of that here too perhaps...
been looking through this site and feel it is the right place for me to learn and hopefully contribute at some point... i'm a DMT virgin, in the sense that i have never extracted it, smoked it or drunk it as an ayahuasca analogue either, despite having had mimosa bark and syrian rue seeds in a cool place for a few years now... not even sure if they still contain anything worth extracting... i feel a calling to it however, and know that opportunities will present themselves to me if/when i am ever ready... have been isolated for many years and so don't really know of anyone i trust enough who could sit with me... i did try salvia a couple of years ago and was very surprised at the intensity of my experience... two huge pythons came to take me down somewhere and show me something, but i didn't feel ready for that, at that time and was able to pull myself away and out from inside the python who had partially swallowed me... there are elements of fear and inertia which i would like to overcome... atleast that's what i think they are... i am aware that i need to treat substances such as these with deep respect and caution... ie. having the right sitter for one and having gathered the raw plant materials and done the extraction myself...
as a child, and as a young adult, i had many visions/unusual experiences involving what i currently believe to be UFOs ET's and other reptilian-like beings... didn't really understand what they were about... still not sure i do, but what i suspect is that they were happening because of stress levels in my body/mind... i think that i produced DMT naturally from within that is how i had the visions experiences maybe... ???
i particularly like the fact that conspiracy theories are not really entertained too much here as i want to focus on other kinds of realities in my life and in my world... i'm not in denial of the truth of how things are in politics/big business etc, just don't find focusing on it that helpful...
aaanyhow, i'll keep this short as i can't think of anything else relevant... it just feels "right" to be here... back to browsing the site for now...
thank you for taking time to read this...
been looking through this site and feel it is the right place for me to learn and hopefully contribute at some point... i'm a DMT virgin, in the sense that i have never extracted it, smoked it or drunk it as an ayahuasca analogue either, despite having had mimosa bark and syrian rue seeds in a cool place for a few years now... not even sure if they still contain anything worth extracting... i feel a calling to it however, and know that opportunities will present themselves to me if/when i am ever ready... have been isolated for many years and so don't really know of anyone i trust enough who could sit with me... i did try salvia a couple of years ago and was very surprised at the intensity of my experience... two huge pythons came to take me down somewhere and show me something, but i didn't feel ready for that, at that time and was able to pull myself away and out from inside the python who had partially swallowed me... there are elements of fear and inertia which i would like to overcome... atleast that's what i think they are... i am aware that i need to treat substances such as these with deep respect and caution... ie. having the right sitter for one and having gathered the raw plant materials and done the extraction myself...
as a child, and as a young adult, i had many visions/unusual experiences involving what i currently believe to be UFOs ET's and other reptilian-like beings... didn't really understand what they were about... still not sure i do, but what i suspect is that they were happening because of stress levels in my body/mind... i think that i produced DMT naturally from within that is how i had the visions experiences maybe... ???
i particularly like the fact that conspiracy theories are not really entertained too much here as i want to focus on other kinds of realities in my life and in my world... i'm not in denial of the truth of how things are in politics/big business etc, just don't find focusing on it that helpful...
aaanyhow, i'll keep this short as i can't think of anything else relevant... it just feels "right" to be here... back to browsing the site for now...
thank you for taking time to read this...