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I have a great respect for spirit molecule. I have smoked it many times. Started with 20mg and went up to 50 mg. It was the biggest dosage i took so far and that one was also quite frightening. My problem is to let go. I had mostly great experience and nice feelings except that one when i smoked 50mg. I always feel like i have to control my breathing and won’t let go. The problem is that when i am completely out and can’t control anything anymore the only thing i know about is my breathing always in and out and everything is reacting according to it. Expansion and contraction. I feel that maybe the trick is to let go of breathing and let go but what if i do and the same happens to my body? That’s the question. Has anybody had this kind of experience and if yes did you overcome this AND HOW? Is it my own breathing i feel or is it my ego not wanting to let go? i thing that last time i got scared was because i thought i died and i guess i freaked out . i thought i was not going to come back but i don’t know this exactly cos i don’t remember it . if anyone og you had a similar experience could you share it with me ?