Welcome , may I suggest that you go slowly ,take time to integrate the lessons learned, I think sometimes the answers we seek are not immediately clear.

also, the reality of Hyperspace fades as this reality demands our attention,  just take your time , contemplate what you have witnessed, and coming here for answers and discussion can often help , Im sure many here can relate to your experience.

You going to be Ok my friend! You have gone through a remarkable experience that few will ever know.

my best to you~!