I did an incredibly low dose of lucy two nights ago, and usually I do a little spice with my lucy, but the other night I did not- I felt no need for it. However when I talk to lucy-elders, if you will, about this experience, they tell me I've done far too much and need to back off. (which simply isn't the case, I respect my mind and spend a great deal of time sober) So I have been curious to hear from people who are a bit more acquainted with harder 'odeliacs
Please try this if you are interested!
I looked in the mirror, stood as straight as I could and breathed deeply.
I stood with myself, my mind silent, angeling myself with my distorted perception to appear gender-less.
Once I looked entirely genderless, it took less than a millisecond to be looking at this very bright eyed spirit in the mirror; "not much time".. she/he spoke urgently. But then my eyes teared up, overwhelmed with how bright it was, and i lost the image, and saw only myself again.
I focused again, "Other realities" he/she pressed
I lost it again
and then I myself got lost in thought, and I lost the exercise completely XD! (dammit lucy!)
Has anyone else experienced this?
The message seemed important and urgent and I don't know why. Could someone people explain to me what I'm experiencing- I'm growing worried over possibly false realities that only exist in the mirror D: It's a very insane place to be D:!
Please try this if you are interested!
I looked in the mirror, stood as straight as I could and breathed deeply.
I stood with myself, my mind silent, angeling myself with my distorted perception to appear gender-less.
Once I looked entirely genderless, it took less than a millisecond to be looking at this very bright eyed spirit in the mirror; "not much time".. she/he spoke urgently. But then my eyes teared up, overwhelmed with how bright it was, and i lost the image, and saw only myself again.
I focused again, "Other realities" he/she pressed
I lost it again
and then I myself got lost in thought, and I lost the exercise completely XD! (dammit lucy!)
Has anyone else experienced this?
The message seemed important and urgent and I don't know why. Could someone people explain to me what I'm experiencing- I'm growing worried over possibly false realities that only exist in the mirror D: It's a very insane place to be D:!