Thanks for replying! Part of the reason I made this post was to throw out a line in hopes that someone else experiences that. My line seems to make sense to me but there are no accurate words to describe it. The meaning is something like: oops, no big deal, here we go, here it is, give it back! It sounds like one thing and it’s opposite at the same time. Reassuring and teasing, real strange stuff. I’ve also heard entities bantering in perfect English but very sped up and the banter itself was amazing. Everything was a perfect one liner with perfect timing and charisma and completely hilarious. I couldn’t believe that it came from my own head.

It seems like my lesson for now is to accept that the struggle to be a good person will always be a struggle. There’s no such thing as being pure of heart and intent but we can and should control our actions.