SWIM couldn't get back in his body, Please tell him this is normal... Please

[The little mouse]

SWIM and his friend acquired some spice from a trusted sources, it had light pink tinges to it. Swim is a Veteran user having smoked for 2 years, he has gone far with this sacrament, but what follows shook him and he need some feed back/ help understanding it. SWIM used no scale and eyeballed the first few doses on spent cannabis ash. SWIM eyeballed a third dose and he and his friend both smoked the pipe. SWIM got three huge rips and the pip began to elongate, at this point SWIM is well aware the previous doses were not fully smoked and he has taken a rather large dose and decides he should lay down for the journey. SWIM travels through a tunnel for a while to a Quasi room, that was more of a hollow space.

There were multiple entities resembling tall lanky Greys, but they were composed of shadows. They proceeded to show SWIM multiple shapes covered in Bold neon patterns. When SWIM would look at these shapes he could feel a part of him being modified on an energetic level, but it seemed a physical sensation. It was not a pleasant sensation, in fact it felt overwhelming, not the experience, but the change being made to SWIM. SWIM would look away from one only to be shown a new shape with a similar effect. This proceeded for a while and every shape SWIM was shown made him feel uncomfortable.

After the shadow Greys were finished showing him things SWIM could feel himself falling backwards back through the tunnel. SWIM was not sure of his orientation, just that he was traveling fast and rotating erratically. This is where things got very rough. SWIM began to feel himself slamming up and down into something and then was in his body looking at the carpet, but he was pushed back into the tunnel once again rotating and traveling quickly. When he was put back into his body he was upright and slammed into the carpet extremely hard, like going completely limp, He pushed himself back up went limp and repeated this for 30 seconds or so according to his friend. During these 30 seconds SWIM is traveling back and forth between the tunnel and the room extremely disoriented and fearing for his life. Swim heard his friend saying "thank you" and "I love you" a lot and rubbing him on the back, this was extremely helpful.

Upon being in his body swim felt extremely powerful. There was a dark energy to this power he felt and it seemed very related to being able to manipulate material in this world. SWIM felt this feeling of powerfulness for about 2 minutes while has beautiful visuals, and then felt the need to puke. He grabbed a bowl that would never be able to catch what felt like was about to come out over his very new, very nice carpet He proceed to let the vomit flow, and in his DMT state he saw a bunch of black vile goo puke forth from his mouth, But in "reality" all he did was vomit gas. This was strange, it felt like it came from the first part of his small intestines. The powerful feeling left him.

slowly things return to normal.

SWIMs buddy said for him it felt like what SWIM was going through was all about control. He doesnt really say much more than that and SWIM don't press him. It must have looked like some excorsist shit the way SWIM was slamming myself into the ground uncontrollably. Please help SWIM understand what happened to him


Thank you.

 

[۩]

Sounds to me like you had what we call a breakthrough experience.
If you find this level of intensity too much to deal with, you may want to take a step back and maybe weigh out doses around 20mg and slowly work your way up.
Sometimes when you get too much DMT the intensity factor is increased significantly.

Classic example of an energetic purge induced by this insane molecule.

 

[Elicius]

You're the only one who can really answer that. But be glad that you're a being that has a body capable of manipulating material in this world. You can take a rock thats been sitting in one place for thousands of years and move it. You can paint a portrait or write a song or change someones life. Really, you just might be able to do anything. Its good to be reminded of that sometimes. :idea:

 

[Enoon]

good point Elicius!

The little mouse, you had an intense experience, but I don't think it's anything to worry about. Crazy things happen with psychedelics and sometimes the body and mind don't have time to adapt to what is going on. These kind of energetic tensions or disharmonies can cause you to purge or try to purge, they can cause you to convulse or even get headaches.
Seeing aliens and tunnels is nothing all that unusual for dmt, so I wouldn't make too much of that aspect of it; what is really important is what you proceed to do with the experience now that it's over. Have you changed because of it? Will you change because of it and if so, in which way? What can you learn from the experience? This is nothing we can tell you - it's something that comes through self-reflection. Use your experiences like mirrors to hold up to yourself, depending on the experience the mirror will show you a different angle of yourself or your existence... Or as I suggested elsewhere think of the experiences as a kind of Rorschach patterns where it#s really just about how you interpret and relate to them rather than what they 'really are/were'.

anyway, good luck in your future experiences and don't worry. you're fine.

much love
Enoon

 

[Global]

Really scared me when I read the title of the thread. I thought there was somehow a SWIM somewhere out there who even well after the experience still remained dislocated from his body. Breakthroughs are indeed different animals than sub-breakthrough experiences and they can indeed be freightening. That's happened to me too though, where because of melted DMT that never got vaporized, I end up getting much more than I intended. It's always important to keep in mind that even if it seems to take a little while, you'll always end up back in your body. I personally find breakthrough experiences to be slightly longer than average experiences in both perceptual and consensual time.

 

[The little mouse]

Than you Elicius, thats exactly the kind of feedback SWIM needed. That power sensation was strange for him, both liking it and disliking it but it left after the vomiting. This feedback makes me look at the sensation from a different angle. I never really thought about our power as human beings, funny that were so much made of water and water is the other great force that can move things in nature, and its a trinity molecule...i'll stop hehehe


Enon - DMT as an energetic Roarschach is an interesting Idea, I have never had a Roarschach drawing manipulate my concioussness and download information. There are times where DMT has left me so energetically open that I can feel and take on everyones emotions around me, it also increased the intensity with which i percieved people auroas, and it accelerated my yoga path in both pranayama and asna, DMT showed me pranyamas that i later learned from my kundalini yoga teacher and my body opened up significantly during a week period were we journeyed intensely every night, Asana was super easy and deep hahaha With the exception of being taught unknown pranyamas. But it also functions in the way you describe. This time I am not sure how to interpret SWIMs experience, especially the fact that he was getting stuck between worlds.

globalswg- sorry i scarred you buddy.