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Reading a lot of other peoples experiences
can build a lot of expectations.
Take your experiences as they come .
They will be different than anything you've read about .
Continue to do small doses get yourself used to the
Feelings . Proceed slowly, work on surrendering yourself to it.
Work on becoming less afraid . As long as you regulate
The dose carefully you won't go over the falls yet.
Try to enjoy it ,bath in the amazing wonder of it .

Work on breathing. work on holding steady
be an observer of all of it . It takes practice.
Set and setting is everything .
 
thank you for responding,swim wouldnt let it happen,swim sat up and grabbed pen and paper trying to write while still under effects ,this time swim will try to relax and keep eyes closed.swim is getting ready for work and then is going to try some more.will write what happens.
 
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thank you for responding,swim wouldnt let it happen,swim sat up and grabbed pen and paper trying to write while still under effects ,this time swim will try to relax and keep eyes closed.swim is getting ready for work and then is going to try some more.will write what happens.
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Love your avatar picture. It reminds me of .... me! :lol:

Leave yourself open to what spice will bring to you. Sometimes its quite far from what you might have expected.

Also, use it in darkness. My swim likes to launch in the early evening. Bright light often keeps swim from crossing over.
 
mad banshee,just tried for second time,very sunny outside and bright in room ,thank you for post,will try again tonight in darkness.
 
Don't worry. When it happens, you won't be able to not let it do its thing. You won't have the ability to distinguish a pen from a hippopotamus, and there will be nothing left of the you that you know to put up much of a fight.

Set and setting is key, of course, as is your ability to let go and accept. Much of it, though, is just dose dependent - and the trick is finding the right technique and then willing yourself to an adequate dose.
 
Uncle Knucles ,thank you so much for replying,swim needs to hear that kind of stuff,swim needs to just hit the xtals like crazy and try and get at least three tokes in ,swim is holding back swim knows it. love the pen from a hippo reference,cant believe swim sat up and tried to write ,like it was over .lol
 
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Uncle Knucles ,thank you so much for replying,swim needs to hear that kind of stuff,swim needs to just hit the xtals like crazy and try and get at least three tokes in
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Im not so sure about that, but i would suggest getting some 0.001g scales so you can take the minimal dose necessary to get where you want to be
 
In "my" experience, if you do enough, you won't be "sitting behind the wheel" anymore, to decide what to do, "close your eyes or open your eyes".
Instead you'll be like "where are my eyes?? oh wait a minute! what's eye itself??". EDIT: Then you'll see your mind isn't yours anymore, you can't even think about what was an "eye" anymore, then you can't think about your mind isn't anymore because your mind isn't yours anymore really, you simply does not exist anymore, turning to nothing, that's the most far I've gone, I don't know what's ahead from here.

DMT will lift you from here so brutally as like you were never born here at all.

Even thinking about that gives me chills.
 
Thanks again to every one who responds,Chronic, swim is taking your advice and getting proper scales,swim did log into nexus chat and ask how many mg for first time break through,in response swim was told do 30 mg .can you recommend dosage? Obliguhl, they were sort of gearlike ,and there was alot of them and they were all spinning so fast .they were stacked and all spinning together.they were on both sides of swim and in front of swim.hard to really describe ,never seen anything like it before ......Eranik,wow,thats what swim wants to hear about.chills for sure.you say you dont know whats ahead from here,if you do find out please let me know.As swim will do the same .
 
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