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Drake

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SWIM will start off with basic background information. SWIM has never been into any type of drug/herb, including the little things like Smoking and Drinking. SWIM has always went to the gym and trained on weights since he was 15. SWIM was like everyone els, brainwashed into thinking all drugs are bad, except the ones the government made. SWIM would of never touched anything ever, as hes sister got messed up from such things (a story SWIM will tell in a moment). But how did SWIM become interested in DMT? Someone so hell bent on staying away from anything society labeled as "drugs". Well, SWIM has always had more time on hes hands then most people, he would always look up things on Youtube. One day SWIM came across videos about Lucid dreaming made by ReeceJones87, SWIM was excited by this new information. As SWIM was looking through related videos he found DMT. SWIM found a typical video asking why is DMT illegal? That it was made in ones brain during REM sleep and such. To say the least SWIM was confused, SWIM did not know what DMT was. Long story short, SWIM looking into DMT even more, finding out information that society had kept from him! Information that was falsely demonized by the media, and was disgusted by this! At some point he decided he must see this other world that is well known to people who take DMT. SWIM then thought it would be best to buy Rick Strassmens book, DMT : The Spirit Molecule. It pretty much went from there.

SWIMs basic background of how he found out about DMT, someone who hated all forms of drugs like some type of anti drug nazi. SWIM now is on the verge obtaining DMT, but with no luck getting the special bark that is wanted/needed/preferred for extraction. As you might see under my name, SWIM MIGHT be located in Australia. SWIM has no idea how to get the Bark he has read so much about. So SWIM has no choice but to obtain hes DMT through a dealer, and has thought of the 1st and only worry. He must ask the members of DMT nexus for help and advice!

So what is SWIMs worry? He is sure most of you will already know. SWIMs 1st worry is how dealers would rather fill there pockets, and say the product is assured its 99% pure. B|_|LLSH!T! Although maybe it might be pretty good stuff, but SWIM will never take that risk of not learning how to tell how pure the DMT is! SWIMs question is simple enough:

.How do you tell how pure your DMT is? SWIM dose not want to go through pages and pages when he can get a much faster answer this way. Plus SWIM needs to ask other things, and post hes thoughts.

SWIM will also point out. SWIMs mate is working with this dealer. The dealer in turn getting it from some other guy. SWIMs mate seems to work closely with this dealer, as the dealer sead on MSN "he will try it to see that it is in fact good stuff/the right stuff". SWIM knows this is not enough! SWIMs mate did not even bother to ask how the DMT was extracted! Or what it was extracted from! SWIM would like information to tell that hes DMT is not tainted, that it is close to 99% pure! Such as maybe what good DMT looks like, colors, smell? Any information SWIM can get! Its critical!

That is basically the only thing SWIM wants to know, SWIM thinks he might get banned for asking about Mimosa Hostilis Root Bark. So SWIM will not ask, he will simply work it out with himself.

SWIM also has read many a time how depression has been either cured, or made better from the use of DMT. SWIM will give a brief background of hes sister on this matter.

SWIMs sister started using Weed from the age of 14 to hes understanding. SWIM is unsure at what point she started doing "harder" drugs. SWIM would guess its from the age of 17 at least. Such as ecstasy, gas, and such. SWIM thinks having weed at the age she did might have been the reason for the development of her depression, or at least helped. Such a young age, mind still developing. And I bet they would of fucked around with it, mixing and matching not give a shit and such. But SWIM knows the problems really started when she started taking Ice. Her mental state went to hell. But, in the end she was one of the very lucky people to be able to get off the stuff. Now days she is on Prozac (did I spell it right?), doing well in a sense. She seems happy, but I know Prozac has its negatives effects.

Background of SWIMs sister done. SWIM wants to know if he should offer DMT to hes sister? What if DMT could do for SWIMs sister that he has read with other people?! SWIM knows she should NOT be on the anti depressant if she takes DMT. SWIM would also want to know how long should she should wait before the Anti depressant would be clean from her system? Or maybe SWIM should leave things how they are? SWIMs sister seems to be doing really well at this point in time on Prozac.

SWIM has one another, although not important. It would be getting peoples different views on this matter. SWIM bets its asked heeps, but might as well mix it into hes topic. Should SWIM just go for a cannon firing dose of 30mg? SWIM weighs 75KG at this time. SWIM has read mixed opinions. Some say to go up slow and steady. Then SWIM has read that the best thing the person did was go for that dose that launches them into hyperspace. SWIM knows DMT is not something to screw with, but is also something pretty damn safe at the same time (read how people have different views on how safe DMT is *shrug*). SWIM knows he will get mixed reply's on this matter.

SWIM also read the best thing to use is a VaporGenie. Also best to use the Ash sandwich method. Ash of parsley. Would the parsley be fine from chemicals once washed? Or perhaps best to grow my own to use as ash? SWIM thinks people forget that veges are grown with chemicals, although fine eaten, once burned maybe harmful in some way? SWIM is just speculating though. Probably won't even matter if SWIM use the parsley from the shop. SWIM thinking this will help to lessen the burning and go down smoother. How much dose this lessen the harshness? SWIM has never smoked, so how much burning should SWIM expect? Maybe not to bad using the method SWIM has stated above?

SWIM would also like to talk about what he wants to gain from using DMT. At 1st it was to see this intense crazy world DMT blasts you into. But as SWIM has read more and more about what DMT has offered to people who have used it, he changed hes views on the reason he is going to take DMT. SWIM now thinks he really dose not know what love is, or if he has really even felt "love". SWIM is sure he felt some type of love a long while back, but was put down, and made fun of for it in school! Even the teacher degraded him of it, and sead 10 year olds cannot be in love. SWIM wishes he had of thought of it now, but he would of sead to him "they can if there balls drop at this age". That sead, yeah SWIMs balls did drop around when he was 10. So after that, SWIM thinks something happen deep down in hes mental state, and after a while forgot what love was altogether. Sure SWIM liked some girls a number of years down the track, but that was just cos he wanted to just have sex with them. That background sead, SWIM hopes DMT will show what love truly feels like. SWIM really dose feel hes forgotten how to feel love. Yes in a sense, SWIM "loves" hes family. But even that love as just turned into nothing. SWIM feels he just really likes hes family being around, hes mum, dad, sister and such. But love them? SWIM feels he has even forgotten that as well. Loving hes family.

SWIM has also been sickened by how love works with many peoples relationships. SWIM is confused with love. Two people will say they love each other, they will be together forever and ever, and never cheat on the other. Yet when the breakup happens, one or the other (or both) hate each other guts and go off with another they think they love... And with all this, love has sead to make people blind, and not see the truth. They will get dumped and then slip into depression, SWIM dose not understand this either. SWIM has never been able to love like this, because he did not want this to happen to him. And from this, SWIM has avoided love, and is probably another reason how SWIM has somehow forgotten love. Again, SWIM hopes the right DMT trip will explain, or at least make love make more sense.

So SWIM recons that would be a pretty good reason why he wants to take DMT. Other more simple reasons are to maybe learn about himself. SWIM has read that DMT can show things you don't want to know, that ones self often avoids and hides. SWIM admits, there are things hidden within himself. SWIM is sure DMT will help him learn about the parts of himself he would not really want to know.

SWIM might also note, he dose not suffer from depression. All that talk about forgotten love might make you think SWIM might be mentally unwell. Ah well, SWIM thinks hes is kinda "mad" sometimes. SWIM is often happy go lucky, care free person 90% of the time.

SWIM would also like to talk about hes view on DMT. SWIM thinks a DMT breakthrough type trip, might just be a form of an extreme dream. SWIM has hes theory on this, but has a few holes in it. Do people have control of what they think in the DMT realm? Can they speak there mind freely if they wanted? Or is there a percent of restriction, like in the realm of dreams? SWIM has read one post of a lucid dreamer has some control, but the extremes of DMT still had the upper hand. Perhaps it takes a new level of lucidness, mental control, strength, and willpower to control one self in the realm of DMT?

But SWIM also believes these really are higher realms. And that we really are just lesser beings unable to see these realms/worlds/dimensions without the help of DMT.

SWIM has also thought of something rather funny. Well seems funny to him when he thinks about it. You know them hardcore Satan worshipping Goths? Would it be nice to have them take DMT, and see how much they REALLY love these demonic realms? Would they keep on worshipping the "devil" after such a extremely horrific trip? SWIM would not mind seeing the outcome.

SWIM thinks he has asked the questions that needs answering, and spoken hes mind. SWIM hopes he has not missed anything. SWIM hopes he won't get banned for hinting the subject of the Mimosa Hostilis Root Bark problem either. Maybe SWIM should PM some other Aussies.

SWIM hopes he gets some very helpful reply's and thoughts.

Thank you.
 
There is no banned subject that I am aware of. I hope that there is a way to get MHRB into Australia. I realize it might be banned but I do not see why. It has many medicinal uses outside of suggested themes on the site.

Please do not ever think weed is the cause of anything - thats bs propaganda. Your sister MIGHT have had a problem with depression before and used pot to cope/self medicate.

DMT might actually be helpful for her, probably better since it has 0 side effects.


Worshiping the devil is simply a rebellion against the main stream beliefs. DMT shows you what it wants to show you at that time imo.


Ask away about MHRB - if you need a source in Aussie land, ya ask away.
 
I have already PMed smokeydaze on the MHRB. After reading a certain topic about how useless using the term "SWIM" is, I might as well just post as one would.

Yes and about being mindful on asking how to get MHRB in Australia. I am pretty sure the Government is to smart and made it somewhat illegal. I am pretty sure it says in the rules No offering or requesting information about illegal substances. Or maybe, for some reason I am wrong. And its legal.

So how dose an Aussie get MHRB in Australia?

Love of god don't bann me. Just suspend me -.-
 
So I have had a look at the The DMT Handbook. Very handy indeed! Only problem I have now is getting an I.D for Acacia Obtusifolia. I am thinking I might have to either buy the seeds online. Or Buy the bark from someone willing to sell 😉 .

Until then. I will have to settle getting DMT from my mates contact. It better be top stuff so help me god I will be paying an arm and a leg!

Ah what I just sead there (getting DMT from me mates contact) dose not count as "where to obtain" illegal substances? Just trying to follow the rules as you would.
 
burnt said:
Is the reason its so hard to import these plants into australia because of the fear of invasive species? Or is the drug part?

Yeah. It is the drug part I am sure. The Australian Government are damn smart sometimes... FTL we was the 1st country to make Slavia Illegal for gods sake.
 
Hello Drake, thank you for a good read and welcome to the forums!

If you don't want to import and thereby breaking the law, you can try to find some in your great nature. I believe there are many sources of DMT obtainable in Australia. Look into the Acacia species, I know A. maidenii (bark: 0,36 % DMT) and A. phlebophylla (phyllodes: 9,3 % DMT) grows in Australia. There is also propably more species, but be aware, some Acacia species contains the weirdest alkaloids - everything from the toxic ones to Mescaline and amphetamines.

I also believe there are some Mimosa species with DMT growing in Australia. You also propably have some Phalaris grass, but the DMT content is very variable. You can also consider the invasive Cane Toad (Bufo marinus) I know you have lots of, but this is Bufotenine (5-OH-DMT).

Growing your own entheogens is in my opinion the best way. Look into Psychotria viridis (high DMT content in the leafs), or Mimosa. If you grow it yourself, you show the plant and it's spirit respect and love, which in my opinion is of great importance to get the most out of these teachers.

I believe the way for you to go is Ayahuasca, not smoked DMT. Don't misunderstand me, smoked DMT is great, but it is too short and too extreme for a first time user, in my opinion. I believe you will have the greatest experience of your life if you drink Ayahuasca in a good setting, preferably with a shaman or in some other spiritual context. DMT awakens your spiritual side, and if you have no or little experience with the spiritual world you will understand much more in a shamanistic setting.

I wish you good luck on your journeys, Drake!
 
I thought Auzz has a complete ban on all imported plants...simply because of the invasive species thing. Was it Auzz that had the massive problem with the frogs/toads?

I dunno.

THANK YOU for not doing the whole SWIM SWIM SWIM thing. It really makes a post hard to read and offers 0 legal protection.



How do you tell how pure your DMT is? SWIM dose not want to go through pages and pages when he can get a much faster answer this way. Plus SWIM needs to ask other things, and post hes thoughts.

Two part answer: 1) if you want to learn about DMT and extraction procedures you are going to HAVE to do your research. Personally I still do tons of online reasearch on all different extractions, see what has worked best for people.

2) You extract and purify your own, that way you know how pure it is. Glass clear needle crystals are pretty damn pure. Recrystalization is a technique you should learn if you want the purest product. It is easy to learn but you will have to research it. Check out our Wiki page, that will save you a lot of time reading through posts, but remember in those posts people go into much more detail and discuss problems they have and solutions to their problems. Research is important!


SWIM thinks he might get banned for asking about Mimosa Hostilis Root Bark

No. We at the Nexus don't ban people unless there is no other way. We take the time to let people know what the rules are, let them know if they have broken any, and work with them to resolve the issue. We even have a supplier thread, that is the best place to ask about getting MHRB. It is a sticky in the general discussion subforum.

SWIM thinks having weed at the age she did might have been the reason for the development of her depression, or at least helped.

You know I hear this alot, but what most people don't realize is that in most cases the depression comes first, the weed is self medicating and 10000x safer than anything that a doctor can perscribe. SSRI Antidepressants are dangerous. Personally I believe that if I had not started smoking MJ I would be dead from a suicide. My depression was way out of control long before I touched my first "drug". MJ helped me to deal with my depression enough to make it day to day. Now Methamphetamine is a whole nother ball game. That stuff will REALLY mess with your head. It's a downward spiral when you start messing with that stuff.

Anyways, Welcome to the forum!
 
Great reply and I couldn't agree more about the MJ Acolon_5.
And Meth is a must miss that is for sure. ( Cocaine is another negative. Alcohol is actually the worst, probably ,but I digress.)
 
Thanks for all the information and advice!

Way off topic, but I am going to be trying LSD tomorrow night with my mate(if I don't have to work in the morning). We will both be tripping at the same time, and it will be at me mum and dads house, so its a pretty safe place and a good setting (living at home is way cheaper!). Mainly so when I do have DMT, I have something to compare just how extreme DMT truly is! I was just gonna have a tab (square?) in one go. I am not afraid of death, I die enough in every one of my dreams... Ever died from a nuke? Something I have a hard time describing. Seems so real at the time. I died so many times, when it happens in any way or form, I just stand there and take it. 80% of the time saying "god damn it... Not again -.-" .

Anything I should really worry about here?
 
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