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Talking, the Word, and Constant Presence

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Jamie ONeil

Jamie ONeil

Jamie O'Neil
I posted as a response to another post, but Im a little freaked about this, so I'm putting it here, too.
I've only done DMT a few times, but i talked the whole time. Not conscious words of my own, but singing the chant they were singing, and then trying to say a word they were trying to get me to say. a word that's unspeakable, at least with the hardware humans possess. I taped the session, and it freaks me out to see it. In fact, I'm a little disturbed at what it is they want me to say. I KNOW the word, but I can't say it. It freaks out everyone else in the room, too.
My wife broke through after me, and came back pointing at me, saying "You're the editor! You're the editor!"
Now, as my mind grapples with what they are trying to tell me, she insists that I need to do more of it, that there is soemthing I'm supposed to understand, because I'm the editor.
Indeed, I AM an editor. Film - print - a real editor.
In fact, I feel them every day, every time there isn't noise going on around me. I get goosebumps several times a day. I have more new thoughts per day than I used to. I feel they are trying to tell me something, but I'm a little freaked out over whether I can "say" it, or what it's about. Has anyone else experienced this? I'm a little freaked about it. They are in NO way threatening or even less than delighted, but it freaks me out a little. I never feel alone anymore.
I can SEE the word, but I can't say it. I KNOW it - it's REALLY familiar, but am not sure of it's meaning or why it's significant. There's some urgency around it, as with the DMT experience in general.
I know I can't "make sense" of it, while at the same time, I feel I need to. That's just part of the paradox DMT has opened up in my consciousness.
 
I know exactly how u feel. Ever since i started smoking spice ive known that entities have had goals for me. Its almost as if all day long they give me signs to fulfill my destiny. I believe that we are all responsible for getting the word out.
 
yes there is something very important they want us to do with our use of language or perhaps communication. i know exactly what your talking about. terence mckenna also talks about this 'word', its very very fascinating. I wonder why. =]
 
Yes I know what you're talking about. I don't get this every time - in fact only a few times out of a hundred or so smokes have I experienced this, but my body has been overtaken and *sung through* on multiple occasions by these beings. Terence McKenna goes in depth about this "visible language". Here's one of my favorite of his works, it's about mushrooms but if you listen to the part beginning at 4:25 he vocalizes what the mushroom is trying to say:

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Terra Lucida (World of Light) with Terence McKenna : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

Terra Lucida (World of LIghts) is an experimental animation with psychedelic visionary Terence McKenna built around a set of personal audio recordings that...
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What the DMT elves have to say is different, and I don't have enough background to say how. Is the word that's coming through you similar to what's coming through Terence McKenna in this clip?
 
I spoke in tongues once with Ayahuasca, and it was the most *exhilarating* experience. My rational mind, to this day, absolutely denies the experience happened. It refuses to accept and tries to write it off as some kind of dream.

The way it felt to me is like... imagine the pure potential of language like floppy string of beads. As we age and learn language, the string twists and forms a certain way. People who speak multiple languages can twist the string two or three ways: but when you speak in tongues, the string becomes completely limp and everything is possible.

It's the language of the wind in the trees, light pouring through the window, the sound of atoms in collision. It's a profound way to speak. :)
 
Lysergify, that word is pretty much how the word I see is spelled, but that's not how it's spoken. When I try to say it, my throat can't make the sound and I drool uncontrollably, and it looks like I'm going to retch or cough up something.
I tried and tried to say it, and then kept repeating over and over, "The right word is...the right word is..."
Also, there is a chant that is close and the first part of the chant is "this is going to be the most disgusting..." They chanted it over and over, until I said it with them. That phrase is in the word or something like that.
 
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