treetop
Rising Star
greetings nexus....
earlier this week i was contacted by a friend whom i had mention dmt to months before... when i had first mentioned and spoke about it with him he was interested in the subject but was hesitant and not ready for the experience. so he spoke with me this week and told me that his guides said to him that he was ready for this experience of dmt... when he originally asked me i had told him that i didnt know when we would or could do it, that it would happen when it was meant to happen, even i myself was not sure if i was ready to go into hyperspace as i was having a hard time breaking through the last little while (not in a very good head space)... so at work yesterday i realized OMG today is friday the 13th,,, what could be a more perfect day.. so i decided that we would venture off on this mission and journey together...
this was the first time that i have ever hosted or shared the my space with anyone and something in me drew me to take extra care in preparing the space... the first order of business was buying a new suitable bowl for the bong, which i did and i could not ask for a nicer more suitable piece of hardware... next when we arrived to my home i set up a nice comfortable launch pad on the floor... in front of the pad i place a giant 4'x4' mandala that i painted a few months back and various other pieces of cool visionary art that i had done, including mounted, painted plaster casts of my my own face (that was more for me to journey with not my friend)
as is tradition the newcomers are introduced and freind went first, then i... the first expierences were interesting and great... the second my friend fully broke through... my second was interesting because my eyes were open for most of the experience. i had placed a face of mine that i had painted with a "king tut" like head dress and tripped pretty visually hard to that while dealing with the ideas and notions of death and the idea that i am not my body,,, pretty interesting to really have a long look at yourself or a replica of yourself as it were...
now onto the third experience and why i am posting today.... on my third launch, before i went, i turned my Mandala painting on its side.. i had never really looked at it that way and it was not inteded to be viewed in that manner but something compelled me to do it.. i also placed a different copy of my face, one which i had carved into, at the base of the mandala. then for whatever reason i grabbed a piece of labordorite and placed it on the forhead of my carved replica... i began to take enormous hit after hit and really allowed myself to let go. my breathing became interesting and my arms took on a life of there own.. after a few hits i changed the the position of my legs from being crossed to having the bottoms of my feet touching.. continued to take hit after hit, all the while staring at my face and watching the carved lines do insane and incredible dances... my focus and attention was getting sharper and sharper so much so that everything in the room, the music, my friend siezed to exist. the only thing that was there was my face. my attention became sharper still and all i saw was the top of my forehead and the labourdorite stone... as my attention became clearer and sharper the most surreal thing had happened.. i have heard of such things happening but like all things you dont really know what it is like until you experience it. so as i am staring and focusing my field of vision changes, my surroundings become something completely new, i was in someone elses room, living room or meditation room, i dont know. it was not my home and there was someone there sitting cross legged looking at me as if he/she was waiting or came to find me or maybe i just crashed there party. i have no real idea how that works but it was like for a moment our rooms where spliced and merged together... it only lasted for a moment, i got startled, not in fear but in trying to understand what i was seeing i temporarily lost my focus, it was gone. i tried to get back there but my mind wasnt fully letting go. my arms afterward when trying to get back there,while still under the influence and focusing took on a life of there own and it was as though my body hadnt heard of gravity. my arms felt like they were floating as they danced suspended in space and 195 pound frame felt as though it was not even an ounce...
though this experience was amzing and completely intriguing, i have a few practical concerns... first and formost what are the risks and dangers of such encounters... i am certain that though there are many great people practising such things i am also concerned of the dark arts (something which i never paid much attention to but now after this am giving extra consideration) and dont really want to be putting myself in any unecessary risks and would like to protect myself as best i can in the event that something like this happens again. so any advice on how one might prtect oneself from any negitive attacks or adverse things would be awesome...
second how does such a thing occur, it was not my intention to encounter someone. does it happen spontaneously or was someone looking for me not sure how it works really...
and anything that one might be able to add to aid in my understanding would be awesome..
peaces
earlier this week i was contacted by a friend whom i had mention dmt to months before... when i had first mentioned and spoke about it with him he was interested in the subject but was hesitant and not ready for the experience. so he spoke with me this week and told me that his guides said to him that he was ready for this experience of dmt... when he originally asked me i had told him that i didnt know when we would or could do it, that it would happen when it was meant to happen, even i myself was not sure if i was ready to go into hyperspace as i was having a hard time breaking through the last little while (not in a very good head space)... so at work yesterday i realized OMG today is friday the 13th,,, what could be a more perfect day.. so i decided that we would venture off on this mission and journey together...
this was the first time that i have ever hosted or shared the my space with anyone and something in me drew me to take extra care in preparing the space... the first order of business was buying a new suitable bowl for the bong, which i did and i could not ask for a nicer more suitable piece of hardware... next when we arrived to my home i set up a nice comfortable launch pad on the floor... in front of the pad i place a giant 4'x4' mandala that i painted a few months back and various other pieces of cool visionary art that i had done, including mounted, painted plaster casts of my my own face (that was more for me to journey with not my friend)
as is tradition the newcomers are introduced and freind went first, then i... the first expierences were interesting and great... the second my friend fully broke through... my second was interesting because my eyes were open for most of the experience. i had placed a face of mine that i had painted with a "king tut" like head dress and tripped pretty visually hard to that while dealing with the ideas and notions of death and the idea that i am not my body,,, pretty interesting to really have a long look at yourself or a replica of yourself as it were...
now onto the third experience and why i am posting today.... on my third launch, before i went, i turned my Mandala painting on its side.. i had never really looked at it that way and it was not inteded to be viewed in that manner but something compelled me to do it.. i also placed a different copy of my face, one which i had carved into, at the base of the mandala. then for whatever reason i grabbed a piece of labordorite and placed it on the forhead of my carved replica... i began to take enormous hit after hit and really allowed myself to let go. my breathing became interesting and my arms took on a life of there own.. after a few hits i changed the the position of my legs from being crossed to having the bottoms of my feet touching.. continued to take hit after hit, all the while staring at my face and watching the carved lines do insane and incredible dances... my focus and attention was getting sharper and sharper so much so that everything in the room, the music, my friend siezed to exist. the only thing that was there was my face. my attention became sharper still and all i saw was the top of my forehead and the labourdorite stone... as my attention became clearer and sharper the most surreal thing had happened.. i have heard of such things happening but like all things you dont really know what it is like until you experience it. so as i am staring and focusing my field of vision changes, my surroundings become something completely new, i was in someone elses room, living room or meditation room, i dont know. it was not my home and there was someone there sitting cross legged looking at me as if he/she was waiting or came to find me or maybe i just crashed there party. i have no real idea how that works but it was like for a moment our rooms where spliced and merged together... it only lasted for a moment, i got startled, not in fear but in trying to understand what i was seeing i temporarily lost my focus, it was gone. i tried to get back there but my mind wasnt fully letting go. my arms afterward when trying to get back there,while still under the influence and focusing took on a life of there own and it was as though my body hadnt heard of gravity. my arms felt like they were floating as they danced suspended in space and 195 pound frame felt as though it was not even an ounce...
though this experience was amzing and completely intriguing, i have a few practical concerns... first and formost what are the risks and dangers of such encounters... i am certain that though there are many great people practising such things i am also concerned of the dark arts (something which i never paid much attention to but now after this am giving extra consideration) and dont really want to be putting myself in any unecessary risks and would like to protect myself as best i can in the event that something like this happens again. so any advice on how one might prtect oneself from any negitive attacks or adverse things would be awesome...
second how does such a thing occur, it was not my intention to encounter someone. does it happen spontaneously or was someone looking for me not sure how it works really...
and anything that one might be able to add to aid in my understanding would be awesome..
peaces
